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2010-10-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

Ok back updating bout history paper just now and some stuffs. Anyway, i’m prepared to fail my history. Like duh. I studied but nothing got into my head. The last section was suppose to write a long paragraph cause need to explain things and stuffs. What i did was, write about 3 to 4 lines. Hah! It’s kinda hard to elaborate more lah pls. Skip that.

Me and ludacris has been chatting with each other everyday on fb. Hehe. Me likey. I always think, he’s the guy that i’m longest with but, how come i’ve moved on already sedangkan zee, it’s kinda hard for me to move on. Hati berat je. Hah, nevermind. Forget bout zee.

Anyway y’all semua, besok paper last eh? Sedangkan aku ni besok paper yg ke 4! And i finished my exams on next tues. Lambat or what. Hah, anyway on the 20, going sentosa. Haha, buddy’s birthday. Nice date actually. Ok gotta stop here. Needa study maths. Tomorrow, maths paper 1. Kbbye.

2010-10-12T20:52:00.000+08:00

Ok hi. Back updating. Hah, i miss blogging yknw! Anyway, life has been ups and downs recently. Most of it, down. So yea. I don’t want to elaborate much bout family. Atok was discharged from hosp recently so, alhamdulillah. Skip that. So me and him? No more 16 aug. No more my best birthday gift ever. My fault. Anger took place, decision were made end up, regret. I’ve explained everything to him. But yknw when it’s done, it’s done. I find it’s hard for me to move on. A month plus with him to them maybe like, “oh it’s just a month plus with him, so wtf are u waiting for? move on!” but think! When a guy gave u so much to remember and u’ve been through with him more than any guy, u think it’s easy to move on? Hah k no. This sat, idk whether to come down or not. Yea he’ll be there. What happens if i saw him? Awkward strikes. Wait, maybe he doesn’t even want to see my face. Imagination runs wild. Nevermind, skip that.

Y’all exams finished already while me? Today i just had my 3^rd paper. Haa, still a long way to go. Exams finish on the 19^th, blardy long lah pls. After exams, friends had planned sho many plans! My plan, fly kite and picnic. Gaah, not lame lah pls. I really wanna fly kite! On the 20^th, it’s buddy’s birthday. Sentosa! Volleyball. Fira’s bringing her so-called “bestfriend” and friends. Haha! Guys. Err ok.

Today i sleep alot. Like fucking alot. It’s been 2 days straight i’ve been sleeping at late hours. 1am or 2am plus like that, then sleep. Instead of studying, played the laptop. Oh yea, my laptop was given back! K yay. Iknw myself too much, i can’t be sleeping at late hours again today. Everyday headache. And each time got headache, idk who to complaint cause it’s has always been him the one i’ll always complaint with. Nevermind, shall study again for tomorrow blardy hist paper! Nnb. Kbbye.

Oh yea, it’d be 2 months this sat if we still together )’:

2010-10-12T18:03:00.001+08:00

Oh hi. I’m using this blog back again. Having tumblr, ain’t enough. Kbbye, will update later at 8.

2010-06-20T01:12:00.004+08:00

Hi. I’ve moved to Tumblr. Go figure it yourself k? It’s easy. Ok, bye. Xoxo :D

2010-06-19T21:45:00.001+08:00

Hi, my ex is a liar!

Motherfucker! I hope you choked and die.

2010-06-19T01:55:00.004+08:00

From Sun till Thurs suffer @home. Argh. Housework, tv and sleep. That's my everyday routine when I'm @home. Damn bored. Didn't go out that much last week. Cause, I've to takecare of sis since she's pregnant. K, whatever.

Went out Yesterday with scandal no. 1 and 2. Teehee. Had so much fun with em. Fucking fun I tell you! Firstly went Tamp Mall, donno for whut? Lol. Went there just to eat Mcdonalds. Hahaha. And, guess what? Pat Tamp Mall kan, manamana I pandang, bag lifespirit bersepar siah. Hahaha. Maseh sey budakbudak pakai. Wow! Power ah lifespirit. Teehee. After Mac, smoke. Fuck! No Winner and I miss Winner ok! After Tamp, plan! Go town. Stengah jalan cancelled. Go Marina. Hahaha. Slack @the staircase there. Camwhore like a freak. Done my dnt homework. Like finally. Hahaha. Went Penin, boring! Penin mah, what to do? K lol. Home sweet home @7.

You claimed that you like me and you want to be with me. But you said that we need to get to know each other more but you didn't make the effort to get to know me more. I mean, I do like you and I really want to get to know you better, Ive tried to make the effort but you're busy. Perhaps, everyday busy. But, I understand. We didn't text alot. We otp just once when we first met. We didn't do so much thing together. So, should we go on with our friendship or not? Im confused. Im curious about you man! But, nevermind. You said next week you'll free. See how we're gonna spend time eh. I let you plan it cause if I plan, I takot you paitao. Not calling you boy paitao eh. Haah! K whatever.

To whom it may concern:

You still luv me, you can't move on and you still wants me back. I know. I can't move on if you're still hold onto our memories. I know it hurts badly but why won't you vanished all the memories? Why you still luv me? Why you still wants me back? Whats so special bout me till you cant forget about me? I just don't understand. I still do luv you. But, I don't want to be with you back again, exboyfriend. I don't want. Cause I know that I'll continue hurting you. And please, please dont do stupid things. Even if you would do it, think of me. Without you, what am I gonna do? Think. Don't regret.

To that somebody:

You still luv your ex, I know :'(

2010-06-13T03:06:00.003+08:00

"I don't know. The girl I love so much is gone. Nothing is left here."

"No. She's out from my life. She's happy now. And she doesnt know that I'm miserable. Nevermind. Stay happy :) enjoy your sentosa trip on 15th june. I'll be far away so that you can totally forget me. Bye"

"Yea. You. Goodbye. I'll try convince my uncle not to bring me there. Goodbye baby. You're the best girlfriend i've ever had. Be happy with your life."

"You were never a bitch to me. Nevermind. You look happy :) I'm sorry I make you miserable. You're the best I've ever had. I love you Ina."

"Yea. Good you've moved on. Don't care about me okay? Enjoy your life. Goodbye everyone. I'm gone."

"Nevermind. You have your wonderful life now. Freedom, you have it. No boyfriend. Goodbye. I'm gone."

So yeah. That's was all from *insertname* All text msg ah. Haiy. I just don't understand why he haven't move on yet. Hmm, was it my fault? Was it my fault we broke up? I don't think so. Ask yourself dude (: You see, I'm happy with my life right now when suddenly you text me telling me the reason is, you sent to the wrong person. Whatever, I use that tactics before okay. Why must you suddenly text me? I'm happy and you came in and ruined it by remembering all the past we had together. Well, some people said we two look cute together, look happy together, more and more. But nah-ah, I don't think so. Remember, we had promised not to let go of each other? But somehow, I just had to break it. Sorry. You know the reason why. You think that I don't care about you but actually I still do. I maybe don't love you anymore, but I still have feelings for you. You know how much irritated I was just now msging you? Why you keep on saying "goodbye"?Why? You know that I hate it. You know that, don't you?! Yeah, I maybe single right now, I maybe have no boyfriend right now and I maybe have freedom right now, but think all over again. Freedom? You think I would easily drink and smoke 2packets of ciggies in 1whole day? You think I never listened to your advise all this while? I have been listened to your advise all this while. What I've promised you, is what I'm doing right now.

I've made up my mind. I'm not going to turn back and be with you again. I just want it to end! I don't want history to repeat again. Aren't you tiring of quarreling everyday? Aren't you tired of getting hurt every single day? Haiy. I really have moved on. I've forget all about you and us. Our relationship could have gone far if I never messed it up, right? So much for forever.

2010-06-12T15:49:00.003+08:00

I tengah boring lah. Tadi pagi I bangon pagi seh. Pukol 10. I teman nenek I pegi doctor. Pat Telok Blangah seh. Fui! Rindu tempat sana. After that, while I was going out from a shop, saaaaap, a guy pass by me. Sekali Halim dah. Hahaha! Naseb lah dia tak nampak I. Fui. Kecoh nanti. Halim beli 4D seh. Halim sudah makin gelap deh. Dasar keling lah kau. Hahaha!

Anyway, the whole day I boring seh. Boring tak msg si Mr Irritating. Hahaha. Nice name for him. Tu lah, pat cinema semalam irritating sangat kan? Lol. Hahaha. Hariz got skate competition today. Goodluck dude. At there raining not ah? Hahaha! Anyway, boring lah tak msg dia. K lol. Nyahahaha.

Tues, 15June, I dengan kawankawan I pegi Sentosa tau! Teeheeszx. Lama noh cek tak pi sana. Will be celebrating Mira's advance birthday. Hahaha! Dia kan, takleh dudok diam tau! Pfft. Biar I plan lah sayang. K lol. Will be bringing Mr Irritating. Hehehe :DD

Anyway, kawan rapat I, Eqa masok hosp. Ouch! Sedeh nyer. I never get to meet her before her operation. Sape tak sedeh? Bilang I sekarang. Hmm, she went for therapy first then followed by her operation. Oh my! Confirm saket eh? Alah, time tu dia ngah pengsan, so she doesn't feel anything. But but, I'm worried for her kays! I don't wanna lose a great, awesumzxz friend like her. Remember how we used to play the "hello, hello" game in class when we're in sec'one baby? I luv that game. Remember we used to bully Y.H & B.S using double-sided tape and throw at them? I miss that bullying! :( I hope you get through the operation! *finger crossed!* I luv you, Noor Atiqah.

Banyak jugak eh orang tanya I pasal I and Afiq. Hahaha! "Why you broke up with him?" "When did you two broke up?" "Huh? Serious? Asal seh?" and I ended it with, "Some persona matters." hee. Simple kan I nye answer? Hahaha, but seriously some personal matters lah. Haiy.

Till here. I nak tido. Hehehe :DD

2010-06-11T22:00:00.011+08:00

Mon, 7June. Lengkok, Vivo, Home.

Wed, 9June. Lengkok, Town, Home.

Fri, 11June. Lengkok, Town, Home.

Sup? :D Those pics from Mon, Wed and Fri. Had fun with my babygs, Liana, Fira and Eqa.

Mon: Went Lengkok. Meet the usual peeps. Blablabla, went Vivo. So hungry seh that day. Lols. Went shopping. Aw, I luv mango and forever 21! Teehee. Finally, had Starbuck on that day! Hah, like finally tau. My mocha! Muah. K lol. Slack at Vivo. Place where near escalator (behind Vivo, I think) slack there, like nobody business. Smoke eventhough theres a sign of no smoking. Fvckcare. Lol. Ended my day with a Winner. Wooh!

Wed: As usual, went Lengkok meet the usual peeps. Planned with Liana going town on that day. Persuade Fira go town also. Atlast, jadi. Hahaha. Well, nothing much happened on that day. Hahaha :D

Today: Went Lengkok. Sedih nye dapat bad news from "boss"! I dipecat. Eh! Sedeh okay! :'( Had planned with a new friend of mine, Hariz watching movie that day, Karate Kid. Met him at Cine. So yeah, we met for the first time. Hahaha, and all Liana could do was, laughing and laughing. Whatthehell? Lol. So yeah, me and Hariz get to know each other well and I think he's kindda irritating! Hahaha :P So yeah, went home with Liana while Hariz meet his friends at the skate park. Bytheway, Karate Kid was awesumszxz! Teehee.

Bytheway, saw *insertname* just now at J'east. I nak smile kat dia, but wth was I thinking?! I jeling seh. Alamak. Ter-flashback kenangan lamer. Haiy. So much for forever huh? Lol.

2010-05-30T15:29:00.000+08:00

I love Bruno Mars!

I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad. Buy all of the things I never had.

2010-05-30T10:55:00.002+08:00

No picture for the day :>

Woke up accidentally early today cos I was irritated by Faed's alarm clock. Like cb ah alarm clock. Next time, no more sleeping beside him >:( If not right, just now morning at 12am till 3am otp with boyfriend. But ah, he cheat my feelings again. Irrits sak that anak! Instead of calling, he sleep. Macam mane I tak marah b? Tak bilang I siangsiang yang you dah tido. Cb! Waste of time only I wait for youuuuuuuuuu! But nevermind, you know me. I tak marah you smpi forever.

Today, nenek suroh I balek rumah and takecare of kakak! o: Seriously, in that house, under one roof, I don't talk much with my dad and sis. Only with mommey. They know why. Anyway, nenek suroh I takecare of kakak. Macam mana ni? I seriously don't talk to her. Malas nak layan dia peh crapszxz. Friends, you know me. You know how much I hate her. Ain't calling her a bitch anymore ((: And guess what? These few days, she has been browsing my pics at fb. I didn't add her at all. Kpo right her? Fuck. She saw my pic with Afiq. And she complained to mommey and guess what? Mommey tak marah ((: I suka, I suka. I actually lied to mommey that me and Afiq has been two years together. Fuck! Tipu je I. So yeah, my sis? She's a paparazzi yang sumpah tak menjadi. She has a baby, and somemore want to kpo pasal hal I buat pe? I know she's my sis. But she doesn't have to interfere about my personal life. I guess this is the fifth time I bitch about her :>

I miss miss miss miss, Gayboy :'(

2010-05-29T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Updating this motherflower blog while waiting for 12am to come. Callng boyfriend later. Haha, si starkarart tu. Lols. Anyway, boyfriend played floorball just now. He's a foward! o: Wah, bagos ah. Floorball player yg I kenal smua foward. Defender mcm I don't have. Fish! Haiy. Anyway, si starkarat tu scored 5 goals. Good. *thumbs up*

Anway, chatted with my dearest catwoman. Haha, kesian dia donno what to buy for her boyfriend on 4monthsary nanti. Alaaa, you blanje dia pegi dinner date takmao. Haha. I nyer 1st monthsary kan, I taknak kasi apeape pat boyfriend I. Kwang3. Baik pah? I want couple necklace lah b! I don't fucking care. Supra shoes kena cancelled! Fucking sad :'(

One whole day rot at nenek hs, didn't do anything, except, otp-ing, comp and eating. Otp with boyfriend. Comp, facebooking. Eat eat but feel hungry after that! Like seriously! I ate 3times of rice today and this was the first fucking time! I'm getting fatter and fatter each day and I tak suke :'( Have to go the gym. Boyfriend follow me :DD

Your name and my name equals to, Marina. Remember boy? Remember how we've met? Remember the first time we otp till 3am? Feels like we've known each other for 10years. Full of laughter. Remember how you used to wake me up during fasting month by calling me for more than 6times? Haha! I sengaje je nak post about ni. Nak bikin boyfriend jealous. Lols. I suke nah bully boyfriend. You know I love you lah starkarat! :>

2010-05-29T14:55:00.002+08:00

B, do that k next time we meet x)

Tadi pagi bile otp, you kate, you will text me then we otp bile you dah balek dari gym. You msg suroh I call pon tkde? Cb! You cheat my feelings je eh you. Pmpn mane pulak you tgh msg skrg ni?! Haha! Tkpetkpe, I dah ade "insertname" punye number ah! You msg lain pmpn can, now, bile I dah ade ppd, I msg dia puaspuas ah bro! Be supersuper jealous. Ain't flirting ah.

2010-05-29T00:05:00.002+08:00

Hello, sister!

I wanna be like you. I wanne keep long hair like you. I wanna have a smile and eyes, just like yours. And lastly, I luv you Miley :D

Back at nenek hs. Haha! Had family gathering earlier on. They played bingo, but I didn't. Too busy with comp. Chatted with Yus, Nuraimi, Rudee and some new friends. Oh yeah, I've made new friend. And this time, guy again. Alot of them. But, just friends. Anyway, I wonder why that guy keep asking me bout Hariz. Wtf much? Asking if Hariz got asked for my number not. Lol, you're funny manzxz! Anyway, enjoy reading this conversation :D

somebody: hi, so you're shiddiq's ex?

me: yeah. and you are?

somebody: *insertname* mind if i want to know why you broke up with him?

me: haha! babe, do i like, need to answer your qs? who are you to him?

somebody: ya, i guess it is important to me. do you still have feelings for him? do you still love him? how long you've been with him? i'm just a friend to him.

me: oh well. who are you actually? paparazzi? why you asking me all these qs? go find out yourself lah?!

somebody: i'm sorry. but it is really important to me! can you pls answer my qs? pls...

me: whoa, you're sucha nuisance manzx! fine! feelings and love for him all these, i dowan to ans! go find out yourself k! i'm not the one who insist on breaking up, it is him. can't tell you why. personal reasons. 6months with him (: HAPPY OR WHAT?!

somebody: relax lah. i'm just asking. is he the longest you been with?

me: uh yeah (:

somebody: so, do you still LOVE him or not?

me: wtf? wtv!

somebody: so?

somebody: hello?! i guess, i have a crushed on shiddiq. sorry to tell you. and pls... don't tell him kay?

me: pfft! childish! eew. you still have the cheek to say those things at me. fuckoff!

And sup! Close conversation and I blocked that bitch and deleted her from msn (Y) Anyway, how the hell that bitch got my msn also I don't know. Haiy. But, until now, I can't answer each time a person asks me if I still have feelings for him. Haiy. Whatever. I got my own boyfriend. Peace! Haha.

1monthsary nak dekat oi! Couple necklace kay? I don't care. I luv you!

2010-05-03T02:33:00.003+08:00

Tadi I main layanglayang bersama family I tadi di westcoast ((: Ramai seh.

It was such a coincidence that while I was playing the kite,I remembered what you used to say when we're still together. Oh,wth. Haiy.

I miss your text msges. I miss your voice. I miss your calls. I miss our arguments bout meeting each other. I miss it when you used to say,"we'll go through it all. no matter how thick it is or how thin it is." I miss it when you keep on texting me till I reply your text. I miss it when you used to say."i love you." K lah,senang kate,I miss you lah,kawan. Danial Afiq <3

To whom it may concern:

I don't care if you got him already. So what? So what if I'm jealous? So what if you already know that I'm jealous bout it? What you wanne do? Kill me till I die so I'm not jealous anymore? So what?! You don't have to be like so,mushy mushy when you're with him. Aku ngan dia dulu,tak de lah serabak seperti kau! Mother flower betol. Girl,kau sumpah macam minah seh. Haiy. Macam siak eh ade kawan macam kau?! Lagi lagi kau same class ngan aku. Tak habes habes ngan kau punye,"beyh asal?" Haiy. You will do that with your sarcastic face. Trust me! Hehe. K,I had enough bitching bout you ((:

And lastly,so what she read my post? Kill me for all you want :D

Assalamualaikum.

2010-05-02T01:42:00.002+08:00

I can't say anything else. Perhaps you're jealous cos I'm,friendly. Yes,I am blessed cos I'm friendly! Kwang3. Berbual tkde link.

Firstly,Idk what's your intention of saying that you're still love me and when you're with her,all you think was,me. And,I'm the most prettiest ex that you ever had and I have a good heart,you said that. You make me laugh. Thanks,err friend? Ex boyfriend? Whatever it is ((:

Happy oi! Happy oi! Chatted for a while with a guy name,S at fb. He was the one who chat with me first. Awesome yea :D All the way chat about Justin Bieber. Aww,my sayang not a gay k? You bunch of guys are just jealous of him,that's why. Teehee. Overall,I find him kinda cute ^^

Chatted with a guy name Yusri. He's my new friend. Hehe! Best jugak chat ngan dia. Hehe! He lives near my grandma hs and we maybe will be meeting each other soon. Donno when yet. Haiy. I am shy,help me please. *Winks*

I'm off to sleep ~ oh yeah,let me sing this one last song. Siket only. "gimmie gimmie gimmie gimmie gimmie gimmie" oh yea :D I like that song! Gonna set that song as my ringtone. K yay!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-04-30T22:04:00.003+08:00

Back blogging again. Haiy. Dowan to talk about anything first but just let me get this this out of my heart first.

To whom it may concern:

You were there to make me laugh and you know how to make me smile whenever I'm down. You were there also to entertain my lame jokes. You were once my everything but now, time have changed. You've changed. Why must it be her the one who you choosed? I just can't accept the fact that you and her, are together back again. Till today, with each brand new day and a brand new life to lead on and see the two of you romancing together, it hurts, it really really hurts. I've lost, lost a great friend of mine, who always have patience on me whenever I scold him or called him names but he was never once scold me or even call me names back. But no, I have never regreted losing him. Never!

Till here~

Assalamualaikum.

2010-04-12T23:56:00.003+08:00

Hello dearest(s)

Hee, see i busy then never update blog. Haha. I malas sia mau update blog. But, but, i sayang ini blog tau. Teehees. I punye life? Ok lah. I punye sch? Boleh lah. I punye bestie? Haiy, tak mau cakap lo. Haha. Short post only lo. Sorry la babygs. Heh. Siaksiak.

2010-03-23T15:29:00.003+08:00

Hello cbyes :D Im obsessed w. a guy! Ouw, he is simple. He is cool. He is hot. And he is great dancer *two thumbs up* Haha, melebih je Ina. Teeeeheeees. I just adore him and the way he dance. Ohhh, melts.

Later kan, will be meeting mommy. Shop for barangbarang camping for tomorrow. Freaking lazy. Haaa, still must go lo. Paid liao la. Cant play facebook, cant update blog and mostly, cant see his photo. Tsssssssk. Kambeng betol.

Today, my class go New Water. Heh, obviously i never go lo. I woke up at 1 sia. Eqa text me telling me that Silver is asking bout me and also that Silver is angry. Wth? She angry ah? Haiy nvmd lo, tmr can settle. Haha. Short post only ah. Miss me bitcheszxzx when im gone for 3 days or more. Cheh, step nk mampos je. Ok bye.

* Hes damn freaking hot! *

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-22T18:47:00.005+08:00

Overdue picture. Taken on last Sat :D

School > Mac > Home

School, great la. Oh yeah, im a great supporter lah siaaaaa :D Be happy for those ive cheered for them just now in the match. Muahahaha. Mac was ok-ok lah. The usual people come in and go. Chatted w. my old friend, Amera. Hee, miss her siuuuuul. Home sweet home at 537 ^^

To whom it may concern:

"Hey, how i wished i could in contact w. you back and tell ya how ive been feeling lonely when youre around me. Its amazing when after 1year of break up, i still do love you. Heh. Yes, i hide my feelings." I dreamt he said that to me. Erghhhh,bullshit!

Haha, like emo siaaaaa :D Tak suke nyeeeeee. Heees, anyway, tmr got class excursion to New Water! Boring la please. Hehe. Not going. Instead of going for the excursion, i'll be meeting Mommy. Go shopping. Haa, leceh ah nak beli brgbrg camp. Basket betol. K bye nk tido.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-22T01:34:00.002+08:00

Hello. Im back. I dont why eh, these days, i dont talk much. If not, im always the kecohkecoh but, suddenly diam. Saket ke aku? Haaaaa :D Whadda.

Anyway, just now went to TTS hosp to visit my uncle. Blablablablabla enough of the visit and walk off from there at around 7. Mrt-ed to Boon Lay. While in the mrt, ive be observing a chinese who stand infront of me who really looks like a malay. Haha. He watch me, i turn away. I watch him, he turn away. And it repeats. Aww, so cute ok! ^^ And before he alights at J'east ah, he smiled at me v.cutely. Aww. And ofcourse, i smiled back la. Haha. Reached Boon Lay, walkwalk to bibik's hs. Bought pizza (yumyum) for us to watch football match. Liverpool vs. ManU. Hee, suaa terang ManU win. Ahhhh, ManU boleh balek la! Teehee :D I minat Torres and Gerrard tautau! Haha, skali dua angkat. Muahahaha. At 11plus, balek. Haa, and now im here to update.

Ive changed my mind to have a new boyfriend. Haha, fickle minded manzxzx :D Its not that i dont want to be in love, im just not ready yet. I dont want to be hurt again like in the past what some of my ex(s) had done. In my life, i dont see guys are all the same. Maybe some of the girls/lady(s) think that way. They think that all guys are all the same, most probably because they have been hurt many times. Heh, sorry if i could only think of 1 reason. Guys dont have to so perfect to win other girls heart. Haha ^^

And theres one time, a guy sound me, yes, i do liked him but i think, isnt it too fast for us to be together? Dont he want to get to know each other muchmuch more before all that happen? So yeah, i told him to wait patiently for my answer. And he said yes. Ok best. But, i just dont understand why he has to talk about this (the answer) all the time? Oh boy! If he really liked/loved me, he would have waited patiently for my answer! And not persuading me to give him the answer ASAP! To me, he is being so desperate. Tsktsk. And please, i dont like guys telling me all his negative thoughts about me.

Ok bye! Nk sleep :D

Asslamualaikum.

2010-03-20T01:16:00.003+08:00

Hello cbye :D Cant believe that today its Saturday!? *muke binget* Next week, 1whole week i never school. Yayyay. Monday will be going to school. Hee, will be watching match. Girls; Bmss vs. JuyingSec. Boys; Bmss vs. Singlap (i think so) Sadly, i cant play for some f.ucking reason. Freaking pissed!

Just now, webcam-ed with Ween :D Hee, fun lah kan. Buffering dia, slow nak mampos! Haha. And also, i webcam-ed w Fadhli. Heh, sadly, he dont have a webby. Its ok. Had fun chatting w him about RedBull and Snickers, nikah, hantaran and cincin. He damn funny lah please! Oh yeah, he also like RedBull and Snickers. Haha, found my another twinny liao. Chehcheh, mcm the paham.

I guess, im gonna turn in. Means go to sleep ahhhh :D Mate saket potong bawang, k bye!

Assalamualaikum,

2010-03-19T20:16:00.003+08:00

My dream place, Paris; eversince i was 10. Can somebody bring me there? Heh. Brangan je mau lebih, Ina. Boring friday. All i did was, eat, play comp, tv and repeat again. Boring oh boring.

Oh yeah, my bestest bitch came back from camp liao. Miss her siulzxz! She called me just now and i was like, "UMI! Aku rindu kau laaaaaaa, nb!" Hehe. Cute voice, cute voice ^^Haiz, where Wani? She mandi so lembab. Haha! I want pictures, i want pictures laaaa.

Each time i log in tagged, surely i will cuicui his profile. Haaaa, only my 3 babygs know who is he. I will take a look at his pictures. Not being a stalker la ehk! ^^ Imma goodgirl. And i saw, he has a floorball stick! Not sure what brand it is. Heh. And, most picture ive looked, was his pale looking face, drunkard face and steam pon ade. Honestly, i miss the old him. I still remembers how we first met at Bugis and on the train he asked for my no. Oh f.uck! Stop recalling that past.

Stop here, i wanna join the rest of the family outside :D K bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-19T09:48:00.004+08:00

Not looking forward to be in a relationship right now :D

Hello :D Read that above liao? Haha. Yeah, its true ok. Sad to leave my single life. Y'dont know how much fun there is when im single. Teehee ^^ Oh yeah, as for today, i never went for my training. Good kan? Aku ngah mrajok sbenarnye tu psl tak pegi training. ^^

Later maybe im going to Changi to visit brother. Heee, i miss him laaaaa :D Cant wait, cant wait! From last two months he wants me to visit him but tak pegipegi. Bagus lah kan?! Busy laaaa! Confirm he will ask me so many questions! Haiy, step aku tak knal kau je bang? Haha.

Anyway, i woke up v.early today y'know! At nine sharp, i guess. Because of Faed and his friend, Irfan. Sebok uh tu Irfan! Kacao my beauty sleep only! Hehe. Alrights, short post for today. Hahahahaha k bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-18T14:20:00.003+08:00

"I beg your prada?"

Hello pantatzxzx :D Haha, oh hello people. As camping gets nearer, feels like, sexcited siolzxzx. Haha, k tak perlu. =__________= Huaaaaaaak! Anyway, just now webcam-ed with Ween. Haha. Kesian dia paiseh benar nohhh! Muahahaha.

Anyway, short post for today uhh. Macam makin boring gitu with this blog. Arghhh, k whatever. Anyway, i like older guys lah ye. Yang maturemature tuu. Haaaa, k random. New word ive learned. "oh my gucci" and "oh my gay" Muahahahaha, k bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-18T02:40:00.002+08:00

Hello cb :D Teehee. Just came back from Mac at Pioneer with cousins. Heh. Theres a guy working at the Mac, cute banget. Sempat stare at each other seh. Heeeee, k diam.

Training? Heh, not ok. Had some bad news and i dont wish to share it at here. Damn damn damn bad news. Im so sad just now. Play match also, cant concentrate. Its ok, C div girls. goodluck for your tournament with Juying sec nextweek. Well, i have to wait till nextyear, lovessss :( Whatever is it, i still enjoy playing floorball lah ye. *winks*

Haaaa, just now friendly match the C div against Hwa Chong, we won eh! Haha. Kesian *insertname* terjatoh. Haiy. Its ok, at last, i get to see him sia (Y) Hehe.

Anyway, these days idk why eh, i feel, fun (i guess) chatting with Fathil Fadli. Haha. Yelah, gayboy mahhhhh :D Haha! Nevermind, one day, we count stars at the Fort Canning Park eh?! Haha, i repeat, at Fort Caning Park eh! Weeeee- cant wait. Haha, mcm the paham!? =_________=

Eh! Boring laaaaaa! Anyway, later petang, will be going out with Jaynabnbnbnb! Haha, that kedi plus lame girl. Miss her laaaa. Will be going to Sungei Road. Haaa, follow her buy camp bag ahhh! Ler, bykbyk tmpt, tmpt tu jugak dia nk pegi. Haha, dasar kental betol tu anak. Teehee. Anyway, i miss my bestest bitch, Umi. She went for NUH camp :( Blablablablablablablablabla. K sumpah mendak. Anyway, i like the name, Liza tautau! Haha, i just find it sweeeeet! For those who has that name, wow! Youre lucky to the max manzxzxz! ^^ Shuweeeeeet-weeeweeet! Haaa, enough of this. K bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-17T11:27:00.002+08:00

Morning :D For once. i just want to be happy without people around me feeling sad, depressed, worried or even heartbroken. Why cant you people live your own life to the fullest? Heh. For once, enjoy life. Teehee :D

Later at 2 got training. Hmm, peh malas mau gi. Blabla, nextweek, while students are schooling, im not schooling. Haha, kirekan ni, 2weeks lah im not schooling. Yeeehaaa. Nextweek mon got tournament! Our first tournament. Hehe. Cant wait! ^^ Then tues, got class excursion to New Water. Sumpah boring and im not going. Heh. Confirm bestie going ehh? Ahh, lantak uh tu anak :D Then, wed got camp! Hee. Its wed till fri. At Ubin. Boring! Ubin lagi. Last year also ubin sia then this year also Ubin. Me, halfhearted sia going for that camp. Because, for three days i never get to play floorball. Whatthehell. Lagi satu, for three days i never get to see him. Haaaaaaa. Somemore, my bestest bitch, Umi is not going also. Kimakkkkkk, peh boring! Alahai~

Anyway, haha ive found out who admire my ex, Shiddiq liao. Haha. Yelah, dia kan so-called "famous". Haaa. Manzxzxz that girl admired him? Tengok lah diri dia atas sampai kebawah! Low class B! Sheesh. I guess, Shiddiq found out liao. Kk, that girl can balek laaaaaaa :D

Why SOME of the guys now days like so desperate ehh? Can they understand what is the meaning of, "ATTACHED ALREADY"?! And somemore wants my no. Hehe. Kk, i admit that im not att now just broke up with the previous ex. So what? This is all abut life. People come and people go. Heh. Alrightzxzx, gtg :D Teehee.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

Hellohello. Back updating my blog. Hees. Anyway, just now, training and plus friendly match were ok. Against Hwa Chong (the girls) and we won. Hehe. Coolio. Walao, its been hard for me to play as a defender in line 1. Heees. Maklomlah, line yg paling bagos. Heees. Ni lah, captain cannot attend so i must replace her lor. Haiy. Tkpe, atleast we've won lo. Heeees.

This march hols, dont have much plans like last year peh. Haiy. All cos of training lor. Tournament nak dkat lah kan. And those B div really want the C div to get in the finals. K stressed! Cisssh!

I want RedBull and Snickers! Hehe. Anyway, on the 24, im gonna get e63! Weee! Hahahahahahahaha. Up there, is the conversation with me and Afiq! Weeeeeeeee. K, gtg. Ok bye.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-07T19:38:00.002+08:00

Redbull-terror uhhhhhhh!

Hah k. Anyway, back. Haha, sorry for not updating quite a long fucking time. Haaa, been busy with school, trainings and friends. Hee. Ehh, im att leh! K diam. Anyway, i just hope that tmr the *insert division* have training. Haaa. They got match siah. Hope they got training hor. Ive made a bigbig mistake. I misunderstood A and M. Especially A! I misunderstand them for being arrogant leh! Idk lah if they ARE really that arrogant. Yeah, but wtv it is, i really need to learn more as a defender from A. And, i need to find to say sorry to them. Damn! This is the first time i feel so, so, so guilty. Haiy. Kk, short post only for today. I'll be away again. Miss me bitches! K bye.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-06T18:34:00.005+08:00

DEAD BLOG OIII! hahaha.
Kay im here to update for her.
go figure who alrighty :D

And i think she needs her sikin to be changed :O Its like...... so old old ready ler.
Wait ahhh, changing soon.

Update on her life right now:
School is fine.
Friends are fine.
Trainings are fine.
More like everything is fine.
She likes to eat chocolate waffles now more though...

Nothing much has been going on so move on with your life people! :)
And Lovelette, i relink my link coz i changed blog ready^^.

2010-02-15T14:51:00.006+08:00

BBQ pics from yesterday.

(not all)

Ahh, thats my evil sis. The one wearing green dress. F her!

Faed and his friend, Irfan.

Faed and his friend, (forget his name)

Hahh, interesting. Firstly, i thought it was snow. Teehee.

It was, orbs, maybe?

We three camwhoring while family were busying bbq.

Ahh, thats marsya.

My gossip partner, my wrestler partner, my adviser? and mostly,
my fav-kentalan cousin. Heeeeeees.

Totally boring today so i decided to upload some of the bbq pics from yesterday at here. Teehee. I got that pics from fb hor. Haha. What time y'all wake up today uh? I woke up today at 1sharp ley! Yesterday slept at around 4plus. Haha and today, i woke up super early. Hehhs.

Yesterday night or so called this morning, i webcam-ed with two of my msn friend! Yay. K happy noh. Haha, talk no link liao. First it was, Ari. Haha, I recognise him! Hes the guy that went for the singapore idol roadshow at Westmall that time. Haaaaa, that he won the tickets because he gt the hair like Farhan Shah. Then second webcam partner was, Fathil Fadli. Teehee, wo de ex! Hehe. Eh first time ok webcam-ed with him. Haha, super gelap siah his surrounding. Hehh. Aiyahh, he gayboy lah gayboy lah! Tu lah, who asked him to call me kental? Sheesh, marah ni, marah ni. Haha.

Kk, gtg liao. Hees, short post for today. Will be going to my aunt's hs later on. Then off to home sweet home. Hehhs, boring! So this blog gonna be dead again. Hees, haiyah, dont worry ler, i will post again some other day alrightzxxzx. K bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-02-15T00:17:00.003+08:00

I N A L O V E L E T T E

M I S S

H A I R I L B E S T I E !

Hellohello. Sorry no pictures. Haha, thats why i put some words. Oh yeahhh.Obviously yeah, i missing hairilbestie. Haiyohyoh. Wed only can see him. Wth. Then later, will see him last on fri, cross country day. After that, mon, tues and wed cant see him cos he will be away for the stupid NCC camp thingy. Suroh dia tkmu pergi, nk jugak dia pergi. Wth! Hahh, nevermind loh. I know, i still can msg him while hes in the camp. Will force him to msg me everynight. I DONT FUCKING CARE! Haha, k sumpah evil. Push him aside for awhile.

Lets talk about my day, today. Damn. When it comes to bbq, what i know is, fun and fresh air. Ahhh. Just now kan, i have bbq near my aunt's blk. Peh panas mcm cb. The atmosphere boring plak tu. Hmm, all i do is, sit, drink and eat, talk and camwhoring. Didnt talk to family members that much. Especially, my evil sis. Hahh, sumpah aku tak layan dia langsong. Pi jalan dah kau, kakak! Nb. Guess what? About my problem with M and my father, my evil sis go and spread around. Like fuck siah prangai dia. Eeee, if i have some power, dah lame dah aku suroh orang santau dia! Fuck her upside down manzzxxxx! Sumpah ngah geram ni. Haiz. Then just now, when i went downstairs for bbq, my aunts all was like, "ahhh you! dont ever walk with laki lagi eh you! dont ever make your father angry again." Eh mcm cb lah mulot kakak aku ni. Bodoh. Tau nak bitch around about orang je. Tkde life pe sak kau, kak? Nasib uh eh kau kakak aku, klau kawan aku, eeee! Phmphm je lah. *roll eyes* Skip about that biatch. Blablabla (skip a few) i went upstairs aunt's hs to play comp. Ahhh, boring siah. No valentine date somemore. Gosh. Played comp till now. Haha.

Anyway, watched cite Santau just now. Whoa, so gross manzxxx. Hahhh, some says like fighting with dragon ball siah. Kekek! Scary pon ade. Funny pon ade. Hahh. Waitwaitwait! Haha. Im now wishing my friend, Star a happy birthday. Hehe. Zhuliestar. Hehe. Her birthday fall on Total Defence Day. Whoa. K skip k. Wahh, im pespiring while typing siah. Sumpah aku ngah panas ni eventhough the kipas is infront of me. Tak jauh. Argh, cannot take it liao. Have to mandi now. Kk, bye.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-02-14T11:41:00.004+08:00

Nur Hakimah Azween Bte Ismail aka Jaynab!

Hahhhh. Happy Sweet Fourteen Birthday and may your wishes come true.

Amin.

Hahh, done with her birthday wishes. Hehh, today woke up at 11sharp. HAHA! Sharp seh. Hehe. Anyway yesterday, went JP with cousins. Watched midnight movie. Hahh, guess what movie?! Its Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief. Aww, Percy Jackson - (Logan Lerman) hottttt plusplus cutteeee! Weeeee- the movie? Was great! Oh yeah. Rating? 10 out of 10 uh. Haha. Funny gile also got. Hee. Wait wait. I upload Logan Lerman's pictures. Haaaa, melting mannnzx me!

K done. So how? Hot not? Hot not? Haha, if you think hes not hot, podaaaaaa lah. *jeling* Haha. First pic of him, not hot sangat. Sec pic, aww i like! I like. Haha. Anyway, havent watched the movie? Go watch, go watch! Teehee. Kk, done with him. Waitwait! Anyway, Happy Valentines Day. Haaaaa. K bye <3

2010-02-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

Ezza, my smoking partner.

Boring heh sit at nenek hs eventhough got com. F lah. Haha. Ade otak, ikot the rest of the families go expo seh just now. Gagagagaga, now boring liao. F lah f lah. Haha, k lame. Weeee- oh yeah, yesterday ive make new friend. Heee, his name is, Muhammad Afiq. Haha. Kecoh noh. We call each other pantat, bontot. Mak-ai. Haha, obviously, hes pantat and im bontot. Ohmygay. *roll eyes* Hahhs. K enough bout him. Hmm, tomorrow V'day siah. Haha, and obviously, its my favourite girl birthday. Haha. Nur Hakimah Azween Bte Ismail. Unfortunately, she now going to KL. Malammalam gini baru pi KL? Wth? Haha, anyway, i'll miss her badly lah! *sobbing* She say:

"Hey girls.. Im goin 2 KL.. Alrdy.. Hmm haha. Miss yaw!! Muaxx.. N hapy chinese nw year! Haha byebye.. (:"

Haha, thats what she sent to me. Wow. Somemore gt muaxx siah! Susah tau nak dapat muaxx dari dia. Hehh, k this is the first time. Told her to buy for me chewing gum from there, she say, dont want. The reason is, shes scared kena tangkap! Alamak, kental uh kau ween! Issh, takp aku santau kau, nanti klau kau dah smpi sane, confirm nanti burong gagak jatoh dpan kau! Amek kau. Haha. K lame. Blablabla, im gonna miss her real badly. Gonna give her birthday bash on wed. Yay. K lah, done with her.

What to say somemore? Oh yeah, ytd B ajak me go clubbing. Near the Sg Flyer there. No age limit siah! Serious siol. Ticket $18. Wish i can go, but ngah pokai siah. Damn. K uh, dont want to think it anymore. Sedeh je. Haha, k sumpah bobal tkde link. Haha, oh yeah, at last, im free from period. Haha, no more moodswings and stomach cramps. Oh yeahhhhh. Kkkkkk, anyway, i gt new name for my maths teacher. Its, Mr Chen Sachok. Haha, k dont ask me why. Haha. K bobal no link liao. K bye!

Assalamualaikum.

Imissmisshairilbestiesomuchmuch! <3

2010-02-13T16:32:00.002+08:00

"Where you are now, is where i want to be"

Hey. Wassup dawgs, assholes? Hahhs. Boring boring. Been sitting at home for the whole day. Sit infront of the comp pulak tu! Berjamjam. Haha, confirm later get headaches punya! Haha, guarantee plus chop Halal. Haha, k crap. Anyway, today suppose to lepaklepak under my nenek block with M and S. But, plan cock up, so it was cancel. Today actually, i need to follow mommeh to Expo. Makdicow! Itu hari dah pi expo, nari pi expo lagi? Jelak lah. Haha. Mommeg going with makciks and pakciks and sisters and cousins. Ramai tapi gerek. I wanne to follow but, think peh think, malas lah oi. Haha, expo lagi, mendak uhs. And somemore they all wanne go see the barangbarang pengatin.. Makdicow! Sapa sak mau kawin lak ni? Haiz, mcmmcm oi family aku. Besok ada bbq. Patot get things ready by today but this, they still wanne go expo. Kauuuu! If i go, its from pioneer to tanah merah! Makdicow nbcb, pantat melebihlebih sia. Haiz. Haha, kk done with complains ini semua. Muahaha.

Anyway, been pissed off lately. Dont know why. Strange eh? Tsktsk, wtf? Haha, asek pissed off je dgr lagu dangdut. Cintaku 100% punya. Haha, fuhh! M gelek, takleh seret noh. Maut sia. Haha. Anyway, a guy from msn *insert name* has been like, asking me out, but sadly, aku malas. Sorry lah bro. Haha. From dulu sia. Ive been rejecting only. Now that im single, siap uh dia, muke devil dah kluar. Nak try tackle aku! Eee, pls lah, dont be so like despo sangat can or not? Serious uh, stop it sak prangai. Mcm cb tau tak?! So many times sia, i get guys from tagged or fb then to msn, they will like desperate for girls. After that, they will like asked me to find a girl for them. Think im yr dog or what sia? Podaaa lah! Meenaachi tepi jalan tu ada tak mau. Haiyah, apa mau jadi ni? Otak gone-case kah? Se-mackkk kanggg, baru tau. Haha.

Meowmeowmeowmeow. K stop. Haha, i like cats now day. And also, owls. Awww, owls have big eyes, cute tautau! I want to buy, ring that gt owls on it tautau. Insyaallah. I miss bestfriend so muchmuchmuchie. K wtv. I bet he doesnt miss me though. Fish! Mau makan, k bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-02-12T21:52:00.002+08:00

Rock kan kalau skate? Lol. Aku nak learn skating.

Wassup dawg? Lol. Haha. Been away for like 1week plus, haha! Merane siah takde comp. Desperate sia. Haiyah, what to say? Hees. Anyway, for the time being, i think ive found a new hobby. Skate lor! Haha. Mcm cool gitu tengok M skate. Haha, idc, someday, she'll gonna teach me how to skate. Wee- haha, buying Vans shoe uh! Haha. K lame.

Fri. 120210.

Went to school, like, so early for me! Oh my. 715 reached Redhill which is so early for me! Haha, cos i always reached Redhill like 720 or 725. Yeahyeah, i always late mah? Haha! Sampaikan kene detention. The detention like fuck sia. Yeah, BM's detention, like fuck! So what? K diam, sounds like M.R sia. Haha. Wtv. Blabla, halfway saw U. Went sch with U, M and W. Blabla (skip a few) in class, sit there do nothing but stare at the Google paper. Walao! Peh mendak. Haiyah. Suddenly, got this feeling of participation of wanting to colour that paper. Haha, Silver gave colour pencils. I started drawing about TDD then colour lor. Haha, fun! Smangat eh? Haha, wow. Nice tau. Miss Huang help also. Rock uh. Lols. Went for recess. Saw A and M. Eeeek, hate when see their faces! Yucksyucks, especially A. Stare me like want to eat me. Was he staring or day-dreaming eh? If day-dreaming, why must look at my face eh? Cb. Haha. After recess, went hall to see the concert lor. The concert which is so lacking! Boring. Yawnyawn. Haaa. Mendak sia, somemore, si pukimak ni my bestfriend never come. Pantat betol! I miss him le. Whadda. Nevermind. After concert, all dismissed. Blabla, at 12plus got Fb match. But never watch, sebab lame sangat. Went BMC, Vivo, Jp then to my nenek hs. Haha. W/o W. She went to meet R see movie. Left the four of us. Blabla (skip a few) went to my nenek hs. Slacked inside the hs and tangge too. Smoke at stairs for a while. Camwhored alot. Haha, talk rubbish somemore. Lollol. At 5plus, sent them downstairs. K thats all.

Anyway, bestfriend's birthday is coming. Haha. Which is on the 22. Monday somemore. But sadly, he need to go to the NCC camp. F lah. 3days somemore. See, 3days cant see his face. Confirm boring eh bile recess. Pfft. But, i know what to give him for his birthday present. Haha. This, i make one ok! Tak belibeli punye uh! Pfft, k actionnn. Haha, k thats all. Nk tido, k bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-31T14:24:00.003+08:00

Ahhh, hello. Up there, my pics were taken from the outing yesterday. Hahh. Boring oi boring oi. Guess what? I think im getting fat. Haha! Aku nak slim oi! Serious uh, from yesterday pics right, i can see that im bonchet lah oi. Sodeh sak. Tsktsk. Oh yeah, yesterday pics have been uploaded on fb liao. Haha. Talking about fat, i wanne be slim. Talking about slim, how uh want to be slim? Cut down on my foods? Sheesh. Scary siol. Reading the Chicken Soup book uh, i have read so many stories on bulimia and anorexia. K scary. Kk, whatever shit to the fats lah.

Later gonna go back home. Urgh, boing. Ni uh mommeh, dont want to help me bring my school. Buat penat je aku bwk aku peh bajubaju sklh. Cb! Tmr, school. Fuck fuck fuck! Hate mondays. Oh yeah, tmr gt training. Kk, i happy. Haha, k lame, i know. Anyway, its a been a long time since i last shopping for shoes. Tsk. I wanne by a new school shoe and a shoe from Rubi. Sheesh. Kk, thats all.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-31T00:16:00.002+08:00

What ive learned today:

I learn that, never ever entertain guys who is desperate for girls! No matter what!

K bye! *wink wink*

2010-01-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

Boring now. Cousins are in the house now. Kecoh oi kecoh. Lol. Oh yeah, went out just now. Went Bugis street and junction. Didn’t go Arab Street cos it was raining. Checkcheck, dapat tau, me, U and W tengah pokai! Aiyo. After Bugis, went CityH. Camwhored macam kaysiow sia! 100 over pics oi. Haha! Fun ok. Went Esplanade’s roof top. Camwhored again! Anyway, today is all about taking pictures. Haha! Blablabla, after that, U and W had a strange craving. Which is, Naughty G. They are craving for Naughty G’s. Wth? Sot siol. Haha. Actually, we were thirsty at that time. Banyakbanyak air, Naughty G yang dorang keluarkan. Gee. 5plus, headed home. Mrt-ed to Pioneer. Andandandand, home sweet home at 6sharp! Wow, peh cepat aku balek! Haha, clapclap! Weee. Anyway, those pictures will be upload soon at fb and tagged. Havent get the pics from U lah oi. Sheesh. K that’s all.

Marina?

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-29T22:59:00.002+08:00

Heey. Its been a long time since i last update this dead blog. Woo. Hmmm, past few weeks, nothing happening that happened in my life. Well, maybe some. Like, i have done my I/C liao. Yipee yay. Gonna get it in on next wed, i think. Whoa, so fast sia. Been going for training. Like for every training till ms-Rah love me so much! Haha, i know, i know. Go read her blog now. Haha! ^^ Past few days, had been hard for me. Trying to move on. Oh yeah. Moving on now. How great is that huh? K, aku tau aku berbual no link liao. Haha! ^^ Hmmm, skip that.

Just now at school, didnt talk to U at all! How sad is that? Im so worried too. Haiyah. U, you actually misunderstood me ytd. If you know already that i cant live without my 3 babygs, kenape kau maseh nak kate yang aku ni pentingkan floorball aku daripade practice those dance steps? Does that makes any sense to you, darl? Haiz. Tak semestinye aku pi hall untuk tengok floorball match, tak bermakne aku nak tengok jantan pe? Klau aku nak sangat tengok jantan, aku dah dudok diamdiam tepi boards tu semua and watch them play. I wasnt seeing the match actually, i actually played floorball with W and Z. Oh wth. I know this all happened for a reason. Eversince M came retained sectwo back, me and you are falling too far apart. Where are all my 3 babygs? Are they gone? Like again? Like in the past, Sonehs? I just hope that things will get back like in the past. Full of joy and laughter. ^^

What had happened just now:

Went school. Slightly late.

Geo, fun. Haha, smoke smoke smoke. Haiz and jiaying smoke oi! Haha.

CEP/CIP and the Festivo grouping: Joshua, Reuben, Xinyao, Fajrina and Liana. Wth, saw Joshua name? Haiyah, me and Josh are inseparable is it? Dammit! From last year sia with him. Everytime sit with him and now, this grouping also with him. Hah! Nasib dia chairman. Haha!

Did went for PCT. Haha, this time tak cabot. Haha, siaksiak. All this, D was the one who mastermind it. Walao. Lol.

Training: not as great as last time, i think so. Walao, so little people, how to train? Tell me. Even goalkeeper, Z also never come. Bikin wa panas. A and M passed the ball, ok-ok lah. Light pass, i can say. Haha! K, no link liao.

After training, went mac. Eat. Like again. This is the third time. Haha! Ms-Rah treat me, like again. Walao, malu sia. Shes kind, i know she know it too! Haha. K wth.

Went home at 5plus. Reached home, at 7. Blablabla, kena lecture from father about. "Remaje Zaman Sekarang" haha, oh wth? Hair coloured, kena caught by him. Haiyah, all him lah! ^^

Tmr, going Arab street and town with U and W. Hoping for ms-Rah to follow but her tuition uh, potong steam uh. Haha. K thats all. Sorry if this post is long hor. K bye.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-22T17:11:00.003+08:00

Whaddupwhaddup yo!

Now at W hs. Updating my dead blog at here. School ok, ok lah. Like fuck also got. Yawn like a thousand of times. Peh ngantok! A'uzubillah! In the morning, walao! Windy giler sia. Haha, whadda. During MT, W had a last minute plan. Plan go to j'east swimming complex. Wah piang eh. Last minute sia. Hmmm, so, after school didnt went for training. I know that somebody is upset and also mad cos i never go training with her. Wth, sorry lo. Blablabla, didnt went training and also swimming. So, just lepak at W hs. Fun, camwhored and bitch about boys.

These few days, i still dont know why somebody do still care about me. Wow, tak ku sangka tak ku duga. Haha. Its F/Cik E. Im sorry i left you in the past lo. Hehh, kk enough! *winkwink* Anyway, heres a special post for Mar.

To Marzuki Bin Pagira:
Wth had happened to you sia? I had asked you to text and call me back, but you never do! Wth sia? I thought when that time you came back to me, you had changed. Yeah you had changed a little but this time, its from bad to worse. Why why? Hmmm, maybe i was so stupid to get back with you as a close friend. People, we two, are not together, i mean like attach uh. We're aint but we are just a close friends. Mar, you had never gave me the chance to explain to you why i avoid you that time. Just because of that, why must you not pick up my calls for the past few days?! Like fuck right? Yeah i know. I reallyreally know that you still have the feelings for your ex. Like i dont know. Just look at your pictures lah. Why must you feel regret after leaving me? Are you sure? Or just lame words cuz no other spare girls wants you? Oh dammit! You could be the first guy in everything that happens in my life but let me say this, youre the worst ex ever! Seburokburok ex aku eh, dorang atleast call aku balek sia. They never made me worried for like so damn long. I was waiting for your replies for so many days. So yeah, ive made the decision to go on separate ways. Like again. Hmpf. Fuckfuckfuck! Why must you not be a virgin? Sick-o man you! So, let me say this piece, you are not welcome in my blog anymore. Cos i know, that one day when you on the comp, you will surely view mine. Shoo lah! Pi balek sua. Hate your goddamn attitude! Shitzxxxx! K bye!

To whom it may concern:
W, sorry what ive said to you earlier on. I know that i shouldnt say his name. But im sorry. Yeah you have the right to shout at me earlier on. Sorrysorrysorry. K bye.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-17T14:48:00.002+08:00

Sup, back to update more. Hahh. Up there, webcam pics from yesterday peh. Awww, singleminglewinglejingle♥, which is now, i lovelove my status. Hahh, k bobal no link liao. Hmmm, just now, in the morning around 10plus, webcam-ed with U. Wooo, muke satusatu mintak kene smack rabakrabak! Haha, masai noh. Malu oi malu oi. Sheesh. Later, i found out that U want to find a job real badly. Macammacam uh tu anak. Haish, sekolah dah bukak baru nak carik. Holidays tknk pulak? Lol, she wanne be a part-time model and a part-time photographer too. Alomak, biar betik sia ni anak? Haish, ape steam pon tatau. Shes just 13plus now, i wonder if she can find a job not eh? Hmmm, just wait and see je lah. Saje Allah yang tau semuanya. Hehhh.

Oh yesterday i had a veryvery good sleep after reading book and a text msg too. Awww, cried and laugh after reading the text msg. Touching ok! Anyway, today i go back, my hs. Pfft. Sad! I cant update my blog. This blog gonna be dead for sometime. Ass betol. Hmmm, M didnt text the whole day. Wth. Worried siolz. Haish, apeape je lah nak, asalkan kau bahgie. ^^ Now days, i dont know why, i feel strange towards M. Haiyah, dont want to elaborate more bout that. Hmmm. Tmr sch. Shitzx. I havent do the science hw. And tmr got FB match. Sure tak sure seh? Ms Toh never discuss sia. A friendly match with dont know which sch at 3pm. Walao, belom ready deh! Shitzx. Yeahyeah, i guess till here loh. Nothing more to elaborate again. And to sec 1 girls who had asked for guys no. no life uh? Go lick you mama pussy lah! Haiyoh! Bikin malu kaum pompan je krg! Nb. Ok bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-17T02:12:00.003+08:00

Ohh, i miss my old fringe.

Yo. Im still awake. Doing nothing much. Just listening to songs. N had told me to watch a video just now. My god! Damndamn funny sia. "Gila mat..." Funny. Was browsing somebody's FB profile just now. Walao, hes change. For a better person i guess. Hmmm, i wonder how is he right now? Fine? Good? Great? Pfft, k i miss him, thats all. Hahhhhs. Hmmm, from just now, i kept worrying. Worrying about M. He never text me! Walao. I dont even know if hes back or not from cityhall with his friends just now. Damn. Why he suddenly like this eh? Always text me when he reaches home. But now leh? Argh, lantak kau lah nak.

Worry and worry, a text came, i thought it was M, but its not. It was the person that i missed everyday, F. Yeah F. Oh, i miss our late night chats, i miss talking craps with him, i miss fort canning, i miss talking with him and quarrel over small tiny little things and lastly, i miss everything we had done together in the past. Awww, maybe W was right! I shouldnt have left him. Oh whatthehell. Nevermind, maybe now i should give my fullest love to M. And fyi, if you think that me and M are together back again now, you people are completely wrong plus chop uh! To me, i dont know why, but i think me and M cant be together back again cos i dont like having a wrong feelings about him like in the past. I just want the both of us to be just like this, now. We're close friends. Really close! ^^ I just cant imagine if we together back again. Hmmm.

To F: i miss you, everyday. missing what we always do in the past. oh yeah, i miss fort canning too y'know!

Ok, i wanna continue reading my book. Ok bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

I left it unedited.

Sup? Its me, inalovelette. Im back updating my dead blog. Sorry for not updating for quite long. Busy with M, friends and trainings. Lol lol. Oh, only God knows how much i missed updating my blog. Finally i came back! Yay. Happy k? & also, those who had tagged me on my tagboard, thanks. And also thanks lovelette for updating for me. Hees.

Skip. Haiyoh, these days, been busy with trainings. Which is, 3 times per week. Haiyoh, cannot take it uh. Still, i wanne come for training! Yipee. Lovelette gave me a strange look at me cos i become like so semangat to go training mah? Cos i wanne go Aust this year with the FB peoples. I want! I want! And if i want it, i got to like work hard. And also come for every training. I want to improve back on my skills. Wah, semangat eh me? Lol. Thats like so not me. Im a person when each time i dream, it will not happened. So this time, i really want it to happen sia. Reallyreally want it to happen. K crap.

Skip. Been busy with M. Well i guess not really, i guess so? Haha. We two can like meet each other for like 1 time per week. Which is so fucking sad! Cos he balek lmbt from his sch. Blame it on the course he took lor. Haha. Wanne go back, like so late. Well, maybe not so late. Haha. Haiyah, i loveeee playing with his sticky hair when he puts on wax. Whoa. Im like a pro-hairstyler k! Haha. Even his friends says its cool. Wakakaka.

Skip. Just now, went out. To yishun then off to bishan. Far eh? Firstly, went yishun to visit my aunt's shop. My mom is helping my aunt. So i went there, blablabla, eat, drink, read book and off i go to bishan meet lovelette. We two had planned to go to the FB sticks thingythingy. In the end, we went marymount checkcheck, we dont even know where the place is sia. Wtf right? Yeah i know. Hehe. So in the end, we went bishan, junction 8. Heees, ate at pizza hut. Awww, the waiter uh, cute noh. Haha, k i like! Then off to a shop called Color Zone Wellness Spa. Guess what we do? We do manicure. Haha. Eh cool eh. I like. I had to like lie to myself that im sixteen instead of fourteen. Haha. Blablabla, went out from there at 7plus. Mrt-ed home. Reached home at 9. Hees, i lovelove today! Thanks for the treat at pizzahut, Lovelette!

Well, i end it here lor. Nothing more to update. Otak sudah jadi biol uh. Haha. Guess what? I love reading Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul! Awww. People, you should really read it. Nice eh. K dont want elaborate anymore. Tired. Lovelove!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

I.HEART.LOVELETTE.

Hey lovely readers of my lovelette's blog. Here is her dearest one posting for her. Nyahaha. See our photo up there kankan? Yeah! So im doing a good favor for her by updating her damn dead blog lor. Haha. So these past few days, school sarted ready right. Yupyup, and know what!? It really sucks. I bet Lovelette agrees too ^^! So anw, school ends really late nowadays and aft school still have training. Three trainings in a week and we can only miss two times of it. Which means we have to go for everyone of them if not we're dead. Like totally dead. Oh goshed! Aiyah, must understanding also what right. Competiton starting what. So yeah! So skipping that, we also spend aft school hours together everyday. Yay yay. Including Ween and Umi la duh! So four of us together forever. Chey lol lah! Kay, anw, wanne know why lovelette never update for so long? Its coz! She's now at her house not at her grandma house so she cnnt use the comp. Wahh, like suddenly go missing like that eh. Haha! And also got some of her own problems so need to give her time. Hehe! Alrighty then. If thats enough i'll stop here. Update whenever you can okay love. Muahmuah ♥♥

2010-01-02T14:48:00.003+08:00

Have a baby by me, baby be a millionaire.

Whaddupwhaddup! Woke up at 1 and suddenly im starting to missing those 3 girls up there. *sob sob* We should have gone out yesterday. But it was because of me, th outing was cancelled. Cause i know, going out with only 3 of us, aint gerek. Am i right? And because of me, you 3 choose to cancelled th whole outing. So sorry. Its good that you people understand my situation. Heees i lovelove you threeee! *huggies*

Nyett. My eyes are a bit swollen cos of crying yesterday. Hees. Hmmm, this comin monday school re-open. Er, yay? Haha, why i happy eh? Tsktsk. I so cant wait for school re-open. Wahwah. You all have bought all your school stuffs liao? Teeeeeet, i havent! Haha, i mean, books bought liao uh. Haha. Only pens and pencils. Walao, leceh sia. Thought that tmr i wanne go Jurong Point th popular to buy lor. With my favourite boy, M. Cos he said he wanne meet me on sun. Haha. Confirm tmr popular byk orang eh? Tsk.

Favourite boy is coming baaaaaack today! Whoa. Haha. Happyhappy lah. He has a free internet at there. Ok lah. But, im wondering, why his email at th end got "sg" uh? Special is it? Hmmm, apeape je lah nak, asalkan kau bahgia. Hmmm, today im going back my hs. Peh malas. Macam mau naik cab but have to save money fo' tmr. Guess what? Mommeh gave $100 fo' me to spent fo' school stuffs and now im left with $14. Peh terkejot. Haha. I only bought 4 stuffs. I guess? Aler, apeape je lah.

Got to go now. I still havent bathe sia. Time checked its 330 now. Whoa. Needa get ready to go back later. Siaksiak. Go back, still must have to settle th problem. Sial peh kakak, put all th blame at me. Cb. She no life uh, confirm. I dont care, im gonna talk sweetly to father saying that im not in th wrong which is, im not suppose to be in th wrong. I have my rights too. This gonna be th first time im talking back at my sis. Hmmm, ok bye! ^^

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

Topic of th day: Like im havin' misery

Listening to: My All - Mariah Carey

Crying my heart out th whole day of what th bitch had done to me. Macam puki sia prangai dia. Nb. She really wants me to go back and face that E. Dammit lah, i dont want. Its not that im scared. And that bitch thought that i dont want to go back cos im scared. Wth! I dont want to go back cos its late already lah. Please lah bitch, use your brain. And i really dont want to face that E cos i really dont want to recall of what he had done to me. I repeat, not that im scared of whats so ever uh. Ive done nothing wrong to that E. Its hes th one who had done wrong towards me. All that bitch can do is to put all th blame on me. Fuck lah! Go suck your husband's balls then come back and talk to me again saying that im not th one who should be blame. Cb betol. Oh yea, anyway, up there th pic is that i taken after a few minutes crying. Swollen sia my eyes. Pecah seribu sia muke! Sudah nangis penatpenat, maseh ada hati lagi nak amek gambar. Hmmm, k lol. Berbual takde link.

Well, just now after crying and crying, suddenly hp beep. Msg ler. From M. Read peh read, it really soothe my heart. Awww, glad that hes ok. Oi, i miss you! Sun cant confirm of meeting him. Tsk. Cos of this fucking problem happening at my home. Stomach cramp! Argh. Bloody period! *cross arm* Lapar sia. Hmmm, ok bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-01-01T12:14:00.003+08:00

Heres a piece of her! The person that i hate th' most. That bitch, my sis. Yea, so what if shes my sis?! Nbcb. Saket otak peh orang. Cb. Ass you lah! Shes th' worse bitch ever!

Peeps, im gonna be away for like sometimes. Sorry. This blog gonna be dead. Oh dammit. So fucked up these days cos of that bitch yang selalu menyusahkan hidup aku. Knnbccb. Ok bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-31T21:16:00.003+08:00

Topic of the day: Restless

Listening to: Fireflies - Owl Cities

Whaddupwhaddup. As for tonight, i had cancelled all my outings for countdown. I feel so restless. Sorry to B, W, W, U, E, L and the other 2 who asked me out tonight. Its not that i cant go out. But, countdown-ing w/o M, like so wrong sia, fo' me lah. Hah. So bored when M is not around. Whoa, 3 recent post has all got to do with M. There M, here M. Haha. I always story-tell about him when he contacted me back fo' th' past few days. Lol. Hes changing me to be a better person. Wahseh, boleh eh gitu? Hes like a second father to me. Lol. Haha. But, i understand, he did that fo' my own good. But hes not controlling me like so gile babi peh rabak! Haha.

Today and tonight, guess what? The whole day, i never eat. I mean, got eat lah. In the morning ate fried rice berapa suap je, tak sampai 5 sia. Lost appetite. Having moodswings and a v' bad headache. Whatharfark! Headache again man. Im having migraine or what sia? Scary sia. After eating fried rice in th' morning, the whole afternoon and evening, i never eat. But im not hungry at all. Wow or what sia. Hmmm, neh dont care all that. Like dieting sia. Haha. Wth.

Anyway, school re-opening soon! Like yay? Haha, happy sia. Looking foward for some hothot juniors around th' school. Wow, cant wait. Hmmm, i dont know if i should buy my school shoe or not. Ive bought my bag liao. An everlast one. Haha. Alomak, see th' colour of th' lining eh, like th' tepi road th' 2 yellow colour sia. Haha. Hmmm, as for my school shoe, i wanne buy VANS. VANS VANS VANS! My combi bought liao. Jealous y'know me. Only God knows how much i wanne VANS shoe. Hehe. So, maybe this sat will be buying that VANS shoe at m'sia. Have to choose betulbetul. Cos, one can see reallyreally fake! I want an ori one! Hehe. I guess, i got no more story to elaborate anymore. Alrighty, ok bye!

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-31T01:41:00.010+08:00

Listening to: My All - Mariah Carey

Looking at that pic makes me feel bad. Feel bad about myself. What had i done till my face become like that? Like chubby but more to like swollen sia. Tsktsk. Whoa. Seems like im talking with no link right now, kan? Hows y'all peh countdown planning? Confirm fun eh? Hees. Friends all has been ajak-ing me to celebrate countdown with them. But sadly, im countdown-ing without M. So sad. If i go, no one will take really good care of me except for M. Haha. So, i dont feel like countdown-ing without M. *sobsob

(click it to enlarge it)

Now. Time checked its 542am and im still awake. Yay. And guess what? Currently webcam-ing with L. Gosh. Kecoh sia he. Peh susah mau amek gambar. Pantat betol. Haha. Thats was just a candid one hor. Haha. Skip that pantat hor.

Just now went out to the hall saw F sitting around watching tv. Wow hes still awake. Than saw a big bottle. A tall one. Green colour. Thought it was Red Wine but it was sparkling juice blabla uh. Haish. Pikir red wine tadi. Issh. So yeah thats all for today i guess. Sleepy liao. And im wondering how is M doing right now. Hoping that hes safe with his cousins. Yay! Ok bye.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

Where my party-people? Any plans for this countdown? M countdown-ing at M'sia. Haha! Kesian. And the last word he said before he went off is. "jangan degildegil eh?!" and that really shows he really cared about me. And sad to say, only now i realized it. Sorry.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-30T18:16:00.003+08:00

NORHAFIZAH BINTE *insertname*

Eh musibot, pi mampos lah kau! Aku harapharap eh rumah tangge kau cerai berderai. So what if youre my sis? So far, all this years when i reached 12, have you ever treat me like your sis? You changed. Its MY life, not YOURS lah eh. Jangan nak pandaipandai nak aturkan care hidop aku. Ccb! And also, jage tapi kain kau lah eh. Pat dalam rumah pon eh, aku dah malas lah nak layan dengan kau peh care. Kau tak payah nak tunjok kerek ngan aku! Musibot sia kau. Selalu nak halang sia plan aku. Tak payah lah eh nak jage tepi kain aku. Kain kau tu sendiri pi lah jage! Kalau termelayang pon baik sia. Nb! Idk why lah eh, why must i get a sis like you? Please lah, be like others, musibot! Kau worse that mak/kakak tiri sia! Violent dorang eh, takde macam kau lah. Kau orang pertama yang aku tau yang takde iman langsung. Serious shit uh eh. Langsung takde! Nak on the spot je. Macam sundal kan kau peh perangai. Nasib uh kau kakak aku! Kau dengan kau peh carecare nak aturkan aku, boleh pi jalan sua! Knnbccb.

Ok bye!

2009-12-30T16:15:00.002+08:00

Just three best pics that were taken yesterday.

Shisha while watching White Chicks. LOL.

Love shisha-ing with her! Kecoh sia.

Pic taken with M.

Conversation for the pic up there with M.

I: oh, you look so evil...

M: eh you, delete uh gmbr tu. rambot i palsu sia! muke evil. *giggles*

I: haha! more like mo-jo-jo.

M: tak uh, rambot i macam helmet sak. haha!

Yeaa i so agree with me, his hair like mo-jo-jo. More to helmet too. Haha, die sia if he sees this. Hmmm, well i wanna go shisha again. With the same people too. Haha! M said that, shisha, you will die faster. But, he also isap shisha. Whadda. Sedut peh sedut, kepale bengang sia! Mabok. Cos its been a long i never isap rokok mah. Pfft. Cant smoke liao. M upset. Haha. Oh yeaa, i story-tell about after i went out of toilet. A chef came and talk to me.

Chef: Hi.

Me: Uh hi. *smiles widely*

Chef: How are you? *smile like a rapist*

Me: Great! *chuckles* Bye. *smiles widely*

Scary sia that chef. Came up to me, say hi and ask me how am i, like somehow he know me. Lol. Smile like a rapist somemore. Haha. But in the end, me, B and M talktalk with him. He came up and approached us, saying that theres a lady/guy hp is lost inside the toilet. Asking if we got see or take the phone not. Lol. Like somehow our face like a thief like that. And he also said that the police are at downstairs. We all three gabra sia! Scared that the police came up and asked for our i/c. Siolz uh, next year only i got my i/c sia. And M's case belom lagi tutop. Haha, k no link, this part semua dah kental. Lol. In the end, police never come up but just stand at outside only. Phew.

Today (!)

Woke up at 1 plus. Blabla, something happened. Dammit lah. Period uh kan. I hate when it comes to this. *cross arms* Switched on lappy and was snatched by F. Damnyou. Use the comp then. Hmmm, oh yeaa M has gone to his ITE sch at Bedok. He sempat complain sia! Saying that: The sch like shit seh haish. Haha! Kesian dia. And he going off to KL today at 10pm. Hmmm, wth. Thats all. Dah takde link ni aku berbual. Anyway, tmr countdown! Yay. Am i going to countdown this year? Mendak sia! Oh wth. Anyway, my countdown is not confirm sia. Father bising liao. Siao uh he! Fucked up much huh? *roll eyes*

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-29T23:57:00.005+08:00

H E L L - O H !

Listening to: Use Somebody - Pixie Lott

Sup. Im back. Like yay?! Got missed me? Haha, i dont effing care. What ive done eh for the past few days when im not the beside comp eh? Hmmm, lets recall.

On christmas, 25dec went to Sentosa and play bowling with families. Outing with babygs on that day, was cancelled. Tsk. Sentosa was chilling. A chinese hot-guy was drowned on that day. Blablabla, dont know what happened to him after that. Played Twister. Fun. Evening went to Clementi for bowling. Not so fun but i striked. After that, went to Al-insaf to have our supper. Ate banana prata. Nicenice. Sweet. Thats all.

Sat, Sun, Mon didnt go anywhere except rotrot at home. *sob sob*

On tues, 29dec went to Vivo, Clarke Quay and Haji Lane. Last minute gile babi baru me never went to Clarke Quay. Hehe. Bumped into Norys and her friend while walking to mrt. Shes pretty and taller than me. Heee. Waited for M, hes late. Nevermind. *smiles* Blablabla, reached Vivo. Shopping then ate at Banquet with W and W. After that, follow B and N to Clarke Quay. Waste time sia cos the tickets for the clubbing at Nova sold out. And guess how much was the ticket? Its $5. Mana mau dapat sia? Lol. And theres no age limit lagi. Wow. But atlast never go lah. Walked to Haji Lane. Shisha-ing, a Cherry one. Cant taste much sia. Damn. Finished that shisha, went back. B took bus. M and me took train to Pioneer. He sent me home. While walking, saw M's friend, D. Wahhh, my ex sia. I really cant recognise him sia. Lol, oh wth. Heh. At home at 11pm. K thats all.

Missing M. Oh, he got ITE, Bedok noh. Damn far. Walanne. He be gone to KL for 4days. So quiet. Issh. All pictures will be upload soon. Sentosa and Bowling pics upload liao at my fb. Just that my name being tagged only uh. Shisha's pictures will upload when B got the pics.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-24T15:46:00.003+08:00

Whaddup whaddup yo?! *peace sign* Eh i update again. Haha, k diam. Webcam picas up there took someday ago with my little one, N. Do it again sometimes yeah babe! Anyway, today woke up at 1plus. And last night/morning slept at 7plus after karaoke-ing with R. Haha, mane sia mau dapat orang karaoke-ing pagipagi bute. Haha. Suare sengao sia R! Oh wth. Oh yeah, anyway, R dah kene panggil for NS sia. Haha. Terkejot dia. So he'll need to register and do the check up that stuff lah. Kesian eh laki kene serve NS. Tsktsk, but its ok. Be a man! Oh wth, what am i talking now. Ok skip.

I dont know today if i wanne go back to my hs not sia. Lazy bum bum uh me. But tmr im going out with my babygs and Shasha. Shopping! Yay. *wink wink* Go vivo then to town. Oh yeah, so long i never been to town. K shuddup. My U bought her school shoes liao! Wth? VANS somemore sia. Colour red and white. Colour singapore uh kan. Haha. But VANS sia. Jealous noh aku. Nevermind, i got nike uh. Bluek uh. Later Marsya si anak becok tu coming to nenek hs. To sleep here. Kimak, nenek bising sia about Marsya sleeping at here. Haha, baik sungguh nenek! Yeehaa. Wanne go back or not eh? Tsk. Malas sia. But who want to take the money eh for me? Im asking $100 or $150 from my father. Aiyah, hope he'll give me lah. Anak yang paling manje mah. Haha, sungguh tak perlu sia. Thats all uh.

Weeeeeeeee. I wanne shower! Haha. Playing bubbles that N made for me. Haha. Time checked, its 410. Yeah, im gonna shower at 4plus. Haha, lambat noh. Alrighteees. Today is the lamest post uh. Sorry uh.

Assalamualaikum.

Im still waiting.

2009-12-24T04:30:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Retak - Ella

Oh, i dont know whats the expression up there. But it came under happy from daviant art uh. So yeah. I guess im happy. Yeah i know that somebody will think that: "why the hell is this girl happy after she had a break up?" Ya loh. Think i dont know is it? Hmpf. Let me tell you. Im just not ready yet to be in a relationship. After all, im now so-called traumatized! Wth right? Well blame the person who has got me in this state. Reallyreally screw him sia. Well i say it now. His name is Effie. Yeah. So-called, pernah pegang Bedok. Which is now, he is staying in my hs! Wtf sia. Argh, forget about him.

To F:

Im sorry. I know what ive said, really hurt you deeply. But im really not ready yet to be in a relationship. Sorry if i lie to you about my ex. Yes, i still love him, i still do. But i cant do anything. Everything i do, seem never make a different. Cant forget about my ex. Call me heartless for all you want, but please dont hate me. Im sorry. Be with the girl that can truly makes you happy, Cik E.

To M:

Well, im glad that youve contacted me back. I thought you will never ever contact me again. Why sia you scared to text/beep me again seh? Trust me, im not monster. Yes, ive forgive you cos i can see that you truly honest about apologising to me. Im happy that youve learnt your lesson, dearest. Truly happy for you ^^. You just cant stop saying sorry. Haha! You still love me? Shocking y'know. You still cared about me. Shocking y'know. You will always go to my blog to check how am i doing. Sweet tau! And somemore you regreted leaving me. Like i said, im happy that youve learnt your lesson. And, we still love each other. Oh wow. Having late night calls you back again just now, really feels like the first time ive known you. So much laughter. And also we talk about the happy past times. Wee~ and i really love hearing your jokes. ^^ Lol. So yeah, i just hope this time you wont make the same mistake hor. Dont ever leave me. *smiles widely*

Assalamualaikum.

Are we gonna like, be together back again? Are you sure? Just wondering.

2009-12-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

We'll meet somewhere, someday, in this tiny city again.

Will always remember our good times we had together.

Assalamualaikum.

& he said:

Hey. Hmmm. Didn't you think i'd love you for who you are and nt what you are. Why can't you let your ex go? After all the time we spend together.

2009-12-23T03:43:00.003+08:00

S I N G L E

Listening to: Merenung Kenangan - Acit

My feelings changed. Sad though. Want my old status back! I cant believe that im saying this but i think that im more happy when im single. Im sorry to say this. Im just traumatized of what E did to me. Every time you came near to me, i will think of that jerk, E. Trauma mah, cant do anything. But F, you were there to fill up back the happiness in me which has gone for too long. Thanks.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-22T21:20:00.004+08:00

Liana said: "WOW!"

Listening to: Automatic - Tokio Hotel

Zaaaaaap! Im back. Oh wow. Guess what did i do at my hs? Hehe. Eat, sleep, watch tv and late night calls. Haha. And thats makin me faaaaat. Walanneh. Tsk. F said i must exercise more. Lol. Siaksiak. Well, to those taggers who has tagged me or wants me to link or relink you, well people, i done it liao. And thanks for the tags yeaa. Ok done. Lets talk about last sunday ok?

Last sunday, went to Westmall with my babygs to see the last Singapore Idol roadshow. Wee~ had fun although we had to wait 45 minutes. Standing somemore. Tsk. Haha. Once Farhan and Sezairi out, me and ms-Rah screamed like a mad woman! Haha. Arghhh! Farhan just so hot. Lebih hot daripade matair aku sia. Haha, k sshh. See Sezairi, melts uh seh! Awww. Hehe. Then last part, saw Farhan like staring at me like for 3 secs like that. This one, i reallyreally spot that he stared at me for 3 secs. I swear! Seriously swear lah dhey. I know y'all wont believe it uh. Haha. I was nearly infront what. Near to the stage uh. Haha! Got a picture of Sezairi from his father sia. Eh, his father tau! K melts. Everything melts only, Ina. Yawww. At the end, when the idol all wanna go back liao, i shouted: "Sezairi, i love you!" and there 4 or 5 person looking at me. Haha, whadda! Ate at KFC and saw Myrakecik. Aww, shes cute! Especially her voice. Cute habisanz. Then, while eating, saw a guy walked past KFC and S said that its her friend. Haha. I was staring at him all the way sia. Hmmm, boleh tahan jugak eh BB. Dapat scan banyak doh! Haha. We stares at each other. And we laughed at the same time at each other. Haha! Whadda. But hes funny. K diam. Thats all.

Today went out with F the Gayboy. Yeeehaaa. Gayboy sia. Yelah. Gabyboy suke Kental. Lol. Actually, if not, today i went out with S and U. But last minute i cancel cos they wanne go swimming at BB. BB tak best tau! And tak dapat scan tau. Haha. Then i went out with F to FCP, again. Tsk. Tak jelak uh kan. Haha. Arrived at there, it was drizzling. Hees. I dont like. Then got so many ants, eeww! Then saw a worm, lagi eeww! Haha, today, all i dont like. Ergh. Geli tautau! ^^ Camwhored and F piggyback me! Yay. And i never want to piggyback him. *evil laugh* Wee~ and theres at one point, i story F about E. Oh that E the molester. Phuck uh. Suroh dia pi jilat dalamdalam uh sia! Tsk. Hate him. F said that i should tell my mother, aunty or nenek. Wth? I wish i can report to police. Tapi apekan daya. Sial betol. Thats all uh k.

Just now, was so shocked that i got a miscalled from M, Fino. Sial uh. Suddenly he miscalled me. Aiyah. Wth sia. And i got a feeling that the anonymous caller that ive got the recent days uh, i think its him y'know. Haha. Er, who knows if its him? But what if its the truth? Whaddup with his motive sia? Dammit lah sia! But, i wonder how is he right now? Ler. Alright my blog readers thats all for today. Will update again like tmr? Okiedokie ^^

p/s: If F is reading this, haha. Ohh hello gayboy! Wee~ gayboy suke sgtsgt dengan Kental. Lol. Sumpah lame.

Assalamualaikum.

Ohh, i wonder how is he.

2009-12-18T01:04:00.004+08:00

Listening to: Sayang Maafkan Aku

No stories to update. But lets me say this:

I miss boyfriend! I miss boyfriend! I miss boyfriend!

K thats all. Ouchhhh, my body is aching. Oh wth. P/S: ive won aakyd/akid at uno. Yay! Haha. K diam. Thats all sweets, off to bed now. ^^

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Bring The Noise (Remix Pump) - Public Enemy Vs Benny Benassi

Today so boring. Woke up at 430plus didnt know that sis came by here with M. K shocked. Blabla, watch tv, read book and off to shower at 7plus. ^^ So boring. Boring lah never chat with Cik E. Hes out with his families. Ok skip. Tmr i choose not to visit brother cos so pagi sia. Cant wake up. So tmr, will be going training. Last time slot of the day! Walaowey. 130 to 3 sia. Tsk. Its ok. Like finally, im starting to love playing floorball back again eversince the girls play against the boys. Oh wtf, k shut up. Next Tue, will be going out with Cik E! Yay. K itu tak perlu sia, k diam. Dont know what to elaborate. Tsk. K im done.

Assalamualaikum.

Missing Cik E.

2009-12-17T00:52:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Hati Yang Kau Sakiti - Rossa

A short poem of the day:

I do not think much, i do not think often, but when i do think, i think of you.

Peoplepeople, i guess i have my mood back huh? Neh, not for long uh. No one knows what will happen next. Backpain! Aching somemore! Dammit. Due to just now the training. Not so hard lah. Play against the boys. And i had difficulties getting the ball from ER. K uh, i have to admit that my dribbling not good enough. He good sia at dribbling. Wee~ S was playing too. Hehe. Aiyooo, why talk about him. Tsk.

K, up there uh, gayboy and me. Haha. Gayboy seh kene. Oh my, if he read this, i die uh, die uh! Haha. K lah, if those paparazzi(s) wanna know who is him, hes mine. Haha, ada paham? "F" is him. Haha. Ada paham? Lol. Ilovehimberryberrymuchhy! Oh wow. Hes my bf as well as my Cik E. Haha. Ada paham Cik E?! Lol. Eh Cik E, you better dont hurt me uh. Haha, wah, sarcastic sia ina! Haha, joking mah. Imissyou, Cik E. I want hug. I want your kiss. Wee~ kk, stop. ^^

Anyway, on the friday will be visiting abang. Like yay?! Ada malas pun ada sia. At changi somemore y'know. See how far is it?! But i want to meet abang like so badly. Oh, only God knows how much i missed him. Hees. Well, on the Christmas, im going out. 2 outings for me. 1 is with families and the other 1 is with my babygs + Shasha dearest. With families, will be celebrating M's birthday advance at Sentosa. Then after Sentosa go play bowling. Wah piang. Sapa sak mau gi layan?! I think i dont want to follow em. Cause i know it will be boring sia. Damnzx, Then with babygs + Shasha dearest pulak, go search for school's thanggg. Hehe, during Christmas? Lol. Er ok. Ive made up my mind to follow my friends instead of my families. Wonder if mommeh agree not. See first lah k.

Oh im so cashless right now. My ez-link card low. Top up for me lah, i will surely take you out for ice kacang uh. Haha, cakap macam real gitu eh?! Anyway, ive watched Christmas Carol at Vivo liao. In 3D uh. Boring y'know. I even sleep half way for a while sia. Tsktsk. But, the 3D not fun sia. Not interesting or whatever. Kk, dahdah, tatatititutu.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-16T18:41:00.004+08:00

D I S A P P O I N T E D .

To whom it may concern:

Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im really really really sorry! Why you treating me like this? Like stranger. I dont like. So sad. We were so close. We cry together, do stupid things together, crack lame jokes together but i dont want to end it now! No no no. Please dont. Please treat me like in the past. I miss your laughter. I miss teasing you. I miss hugging you. I miss cuddling you in the bed! All this things are missed dear after you treat me like a truly stranger. Where is the happiness in our lifes again? Dont have to end it just like that just because of small things. I know that im the one causes your bill to rise that high. But, you know me, i really got no bad intention. I just dont know that it will cost you that high. I know, i deserved to be scolded. Yes i do. Scold me for all you want but please dont hate me. No matter what, i still love you, cuzzie! ):

Peeps, me im back. Back at nenek hs. I know somebody is not happy with me. I feel it. I know its my fault. But please you people, dont hate me. Ive had enough, just like brother. Anyway, will blog soon after i get back my mood. Will be changing my blog url maybe in a few weeks time. Still thinking. Tsk.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-15T18:15:00.002+08:00

Sup peoples? This is Ina btw. Haha. Dammit, how many days ive MIA uh? You people got missed me not? Wee~ Thanks bf for updating my blog for me. Hee~ i actually forced him to update for me, i guess. Haha. Cik E, iloveyoutoo also lah! ^^ Well, now im not at my nenek hs. Im at my own hs. Using sis lappy like so goddamn slow. Lacking man! Tsk. And fo the time being im not going back to my nenek hs, as a family matter caught up. Shitzx.

Well, last friday bowling was fun. Family bonding uh kan. I love it and wish to play it again. ^^ The next day, Sat, went JB with families and relatives. Had fun shopping. I want MNG long sleeves. Haha, k tu tak perlu. At there i bought, a quite a vintage bag, cap, tshirts, skirt, shades and many more. Guess what? Ive bought the Ray Ban shades uh sey! Haha, k happy me! ^^ Cost me 100+ RM only. Haha. Wee~ blablabla, went back at night and reached home at midnight. Well, the pictures that ive taken will be upload soon at Fb, insyaallah. The next day which is on Sun, went to Jurong Point with sis, M and M. Watch movie. Guess what movie? Its Twilight, Newmoon. Watch it with cousins. Like again? For the third time sia. Tsk. Nevermind. Haha.

The next day, Mon, went out with bf. Wee~ at first went to my sch pay sch fees. Haha, principal like so kpokppo asking me who is wating for me outside. Kpo sia she! Bloodytoot betol. Waited in the office like 20mins? I guess so. Oh em gee, to pay sch fees and wait for receipt also like 20mins. Tsk. Blablabla got my receipt and walked back to Redhill. Trained to CityHall, went Marina Square to have our super late lunch. After that went Fort Canning Park. Wee~ romantic place but mosquitos keep attacking us. Should brought insect repellant uh. Haha. So, thats where the fun begins. Hee. At there till 5+ after that go one shopping centre but i forgot the name of that shopping centre sia. Hees, bought donuts. ^^ Green tea. Haha. After that mrt-ed back to J.E and bf drop at Pioneer.

Well, tmr im having training. Today, never go training cos i totally overslept sia. Dammit! Maybe uh, after training going back to nenek hs. Hope things will cool down at there when i came face to face with R. Sorry for your his 300+ bill. Seriously i dint know how come it can rise up till 300+, i seriously dont know. I dont know how to say to your parents but im completely, sorry! I am veryvery sorry for what i have cause to your bill ):

Im missing bf like again. Hee~ i love huggin him. He thinks that megan fox is hot. Well, i can say that shes use fake boobs! Haha. CIk E oh Cik E. Lol. K dahdah, bye. Miss me you people! ^^ Sayang y'all semuanya.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-15T01:00:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! This is F, not ina btw. Ohh, I'm ina's. HAHA! She is lazy to post so she asked me to post something today. Pemalas eh dia. HAHA! Hmmm, today we, as in me and ina went out together. Firstly we went to her school first to pay her school fees. I had to lie to the principal to get in the school. I know, tak de kerje eh. HAHA! After that went to town to jalan-jalan all. So fun. Heee.We went to fort caning park and found us a place to sit down at a bench. That's where all the fun begins. Hee~ We took pictures and joke around, talk craps all. So fun. Heee~ She thinks justin bieber so hot padahal suare mcm perempuan. HAHAHA! Bad taste. :p We sat there from abt 3+ to 5+. Talking with her made my day feel much happier. Heeee~ Than trained back. She had to drop off at jurong east while i drop off at pioneer. Sorry dear i didn't fetch you home. Overall, it was a fun and a day to remember. Love you dear Cik A. ^^

2009-12-11T18:00:00.003+08:00

Quote of the day:

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."

- Mother Teresa

Listening to: Diantara Kalian - D'Masiv

Hello people. Dont know why, i feel weird. Haha, its weird that i update my blog 2 times a day. Lol. I thought at this time, i should be playing bowling siah. Haha. Wtv lah. At night play bowling. Wahsey, wait for everybody got back from work uh. Pity mommeh cos she have to travel all the way to Tampinese to take her cucu lor. Means they are my niece uh. Wtf? Kesian kan? Mommeh bukannya ada kereta seh. Tu uh mommeh, 3 kali amek lesen, 3 kali fail. Kang, ape jadi skrg? You have to travel by mrt and bus. Huak! Serves you right k mommeh. Haha, k fake, diam. Stop it siah me.

Ive lost some weights! Wee~ maybe 2 or 3 kg. Haha. Not having proper meal these days. Tsk! But, its working! I lost weight lah. Haha. Whats more eh? Ah, yeaa, i wanna complain! Complain about my sis. Yeaayeaa shes sleeping over here right ytd? Haa! I dont like. Its not that she cannot sleep here lah, can uh. But i wanna call my friends also cannot! Pukitiang betol! See, have to maki somemore. Wanna use comp longlong also cannot. Babitoot you kakak! She use laptop longlong to watch movies online can uh? 2, 3 hours can uh? Eeeek. I feel like killing her. Nasib uh she my sis. If not, i would curse her rabakrabak. Lol. Curse also tak menjadi. Tsk! Yeaayeaa, eventho shes been a completely bitch and sometimes mcm siak, she still my sister whaaaat. Pfft. *roll eyes* Yeaa, i still love you lah kakak. Dammit, if ms-Rah read this, confirm she shocked that i said ily to my sis. Haha, you know how much i hate my sis. But the other side of the story, i love my sis lah. Haha. K enough.

Well, i got a feeling that i wanna change my url for my blog. Boring with vee-vintage. Haha, k im thinking of a name now. Gtg, sweets! Sad right? I cant blog for like 2 days maybe? Tsk! Miss me, and keep the tags rollin' yeaa for me. Wee~ ok ok, gettin' out of this hs. That bitch callin'. Wth! Oh yeaa, happy sweet sixteen to my lost friend, AimAstro. Hee, still remember how we met. Teeet, k dahdah, bye.

Assalamualaikum.

"Ku cintaimu tak bererti bahwa, ku harus memilikimu slamanya."

2009-12-11T05:07:00.003+08:00

The headache just cant shoo away! *roll eyes*

F! I want those hug&kisses from you again. Missing it right now :(

Listening to: Goodbye - Miley Cyrus ^^

K, ive stopped complaining. *yawn* Time checked, its 510am. Whoa? Shocked much? Wtv. Haha. I cant sleep. Thinking of something. Something that really makes me happy yesterday. Wee~ k dont want to elaborate again. Haha. Well, later gonna be having bowling with family. Had to cancel my outing with babygs. & ms-Rah are not following C. Cos she will be having chalet for like, 3 days. Wah, chalet siah. I been longing to go chalet siah. Yeaa, you know how long i never been there. Lol. So yeaa, just now cooked bread and egg. Freak you Faed! Dah tahu aku last, beh nanak tolong aku cuci pinggan. Jahanam betol. Haha, that jahanam fake.

So, after the bowling, will be going back to my home. Ergh~ nevermind. Gotta to go back there cos i need to fill something about my passport lah. Mommeh just cant do it for me. Freak eh mommeh aku ni. Lol, sumpah fake. Haha. Sat will be going to Johor with family and relatives. Wee~ shopping yer! And i promise myself not to buy bag from there. Mommeh will confirm force me to buy at there especially at City Square there. I can buy lah my school bag from Malaysia but, at KL, Pavilion uh. Sane bag, lawarlawar noh! Haha, k diam. So, all my things for school will be buying in Singapore. Senang siket. Lols. Peoples, when im at my hs, i will not be online-ing siah. Sad right? I know k? I know F will surely miss me. Haha, right kan F? Diam. I promise kamu semua, by Sun, i'll be back here, at my nenek hs. Wee~ cos Sun will be watching movie with families and relatives. Haha. Bonding eh? Ok best! *thumbs up* Wanna watch Avatar but belom keluar. So, maybe watch Planet 51. Best ke tak seh? Lol. Yeaa, so i guess thats it huh? Bye. Miss me! MIA-ing myself for a while. Im on hiatus people! Cheh, k fake.

Assalamualaikum.

I repeat again, i want those hug&kisses from you again.

I missing it right now. Wee~ k, iloveyou.

2009-12-10T21:02:00.003+08:00

Currently listening: My Dream - Eddy Wata

I reallyreally had fun! Im reallyreally happy, with you! You know who you are. So F, sorry if just now i keep you waiting like for several minutes for me yeaa. Hehe, girls mah. K blablabla, mrt-ed to Woodlands. Watch movie, Newmoon. Like again. I dont mind watching the movie again with him. Wee~ romantic movie uh kan? K lol. Blablabla, movie finished nearly at 6. & bus-ed to B.L inter. Blabla, walkwalk to my nenek blk. He sent me home! ^^ Wee thanks! Cheh. Gosh! I feel like dont want to go back, if you know what i mean. Haha. K lah, shorten the story. We hugged, kissed and goodbye. Wee ^v^ So yeaa, i enjoy my day today. I wanna meet up again! Again and again! Hehe. Oh, i guess im att? Yay.

Anyway, tmr family bowling! ^^ & kakak is sleeping over here 1night. -.- Wtf is she doing here?! Potong steam uh. Now she knows why i love staying at here. Kk diam. Bye.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Promise Me In The Dark - Keri Hilson

Happyhappyhappy. Can't wait can't wait can't wait, for tmr dear. Haha, you know i know lah kan. Lol. Smilesmilesmile but, when tmr comes, butterflies in my stomach. Wth? Haha. Yeah, of course happy cuz this is the first time we meet, love. The, "Love" is not ms-Rah hor. Haha. Its him, F. Wee~ ok ok enough.

I'm happy staying at nenek hs, here. Where i can find the happiness in this family. Not like my home. Nearly 3weeks eh i think i never go back home sweet home. Father gonna be really miss me manzx! Yeaa, i just don't like staying at there cos, hm, maybe i should not story at here. Panjang uh. Only God know how much i love staying here. Movie marathon, going to 24hours NTUC at midnight. Sleep late till in the morning. All that, happen at here. I love it. Very much! And i don't care what mommeh thinks about this cos i know that she know how i feel inside that home. Lonely w/o brother beside me. Oh, i miss abang so much! I wanna visit him. It's at Changi, like from end to end. Freak. So what? I wanna meet abang! I miss him.

Ok done, bye!

Assalamualaikum.

Can't wait...

2009-12-09T17:35:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Down To Earth - Justin Bieber ^^

Morning went hospital with relative. Had doctor appointment. Tired and yawn like so many times. It was so weird that a guy, a malay one, kept looking at me. I'm scared cos, the face is like somehow one of the bangla rapist. Freak. Had lunch at Banquet. Eat a lil bit cos i want cheesecake. Yeaa wtv. *roll eyes* So, no mood. On the way back, at the taxi stand there, i was staring at this one guy. Really look like M. When he turned, oh it was the guy that stared at me just now. Haha! Bangla rapist. Lol. Reach nenek hs at 1. Soon i enter the hs, went toilet wash leg and head to bed. Slept beside F. Fuck uh, he can't sleep properly is it? Sleep also the hand must be termelayang is it? So yeaa, at 2plus, woke up and switch on comp. Msn, - wee~ F online. Yay~ k happy.

Chatchat then bloghopping and landed on to one of the blogshop website. Oh my, the bags are just so gorgeous. Dammit i'm cashless now. Nevermind, wait till this sat. I will get my raya money from aunty which she still owe me hor and also my birthday moneh which she still also owe me. K? Remember k? Lol. Heard from Kak L that this fri will be having family bowling. Oh, so long never had bowling with families. K, yay! I hope this bowling happen at East Coast there. K, fun~

Fri, still not sure yet wanna go out or not with babygs to school. Cos each time i plan an outing, last minute confirm i cancel cos i'm lazy. More lazy than a pig. Haha! So might as well they plan instead of i'm the one who plan. And i wanna go out with B! I miss her, i miss her, i miss her. She's happy now with her new bf. Wee~ i'm happy too. And i want to meet my ex-bestfriend, N. Wee~ i miss her too. Lol. Serve me right! Cos they can't contact me. I don't have a phone now. Only my babygs know what happen to my beloved phone. K not beloved. Just that the phone got so sweet memories with it eh eh? I don't wish to buy a new phone but i really like E63 and any touch phone. Soon, i'll get a new phone, but what model? Damn. K people, as for now, i'm still using the same no. ayee. I'm using spare phone which my father lend it to me. But sad to say, bat totally mati. Never bring the charger somemore. Wtv, sorry k?

I wanna meet F! I wanna meet him! Wee~ lol. Kayyy, ilovehim. Haha.

Assalamualaikum.

Qoute of the day:

"I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you."

2009-12-08T21:42:00.003+08:00

Me and Him.

Saw that picture? Me and Him. Haha. Lol. Nothing better to do. Me and crap partner lor. Berangan je tau mau lebih. Haha. Mind me. Hope that crap partner won't be mad if i post about this. Hehh~ He thinks that Tabitha is hot. Well i can say that, Sezairi is much more hotter otey! *bluek* Wee~ hot kan sezairi?

Just now, jaynab called. Talktalk and ask about how just now the table talk goes. She said that it wasn't table talk. Like a friendly talk like that. And blablalala~ they have settled their arguments about some reasons. Like, tak puas hati uh then mau pngl orang turon. Cannot settle your own self or what? Never mind, i don't care about it anymore. Jaynab went to settle with Syasya and Eqa. Shocked otey. You know, i know lah kan. K diam.

Anyway, mommeh ask me to follow her and atok to visit doctor. Not mommeh or whoever wanna visit doctor uh, it was atok. Hehh~ 2 doctors somemore. Confirm kena wake up early in the morning punya uh. Wah piang eh, tak larat tau me. So yeaayeaa whatever no matter what, gonna force Faed to follow uh. Die die must follow me lah wey. Needa friend to talk. Wee~ hehh. And maybe if i still sempat, will meet Love at somewhere else uh. Hehe. Cos we will be going to Bugis, maybe. She wanna buy clothes at Topshop mah. Taste dah maju nampak, Love? Teehees.

As for this coming friday, got a date with jaynab, combi and Love. Lol lol. Not date uh. Haha. Well what can i say? I miss my 3 bestest girlfriends. At last can meet them yannow. Will be going to school buy books. Buy early best cos if buy latelate, no stocks how? Haha. Whadda. Lol. And i heard that Karlak (Khai) will be following too. Meet us at outside school uh. Haha. Help us bring the books eh? Lol.

Anyway, watched the Singapore Idol liao? Haha. Happy with the results? Anyway, i'm totally happy with the results yannow. And i hope crap partner know why uh. Haha. Tabitha out uh seh. Happy ^^ Wee~ kesian F cos he really support Tabby, i guess. Say she's hot somemore but now, she's out uh. *evil laugh* Wee~ & Sezairi get to made it until the last round. Wee~ hahahehehuhu, k dah bye.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-08T07:35:00.002+08:00

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you i had no control over."

So jyeaa, morning peoples. Time checked, it's 7.38am and i've just finished cooking. Hey don't pandang me rendah otey! I do cooked. Well, just now cooked like simplesimple food only uh that's called lempeng. Don't know? Check the net otey. Before that was sleeping syiok-ly but suddenly at 4plus nenek wake me up. Say that her older sis had just passed away. Oh my. I really pity my grandma cause that's the only sis she have now. I guess now nenek doesn't have anybody anymore. After that, i can't sleep siahhh. Just now before sleep i've took panadol flu. Hees, i really had a hard time swallowing that pill. Dammit. Have to eat cos, somebody wants me to baik cepat. Haha, you know, i know uh kan. Lol. So, went to the kitchen and helped nenek since she's alone preparing the breakfast. Hehh~ later have to cancel all my outings. Hope they understand. This is the first time eh, i'm paitao-ing. Cause nenek has passed me the duty to takecare of my grandpa. Whatodoo, he can't walk. In bed all the time. Only come out and see tv when got family gathering. Kesian eh? So nenek just now has explain to me clearly of what medicine i should give to my atok. Walaoweyh, ni obat ikot hospital punya sak. Banyak doh. But nevermind lor, if do i get pahale uh kan. Weeee~ minus off my sins uh seh. Lols. Hehe. K then (:

Assalamualaikum.

Eh crap partner,

finally can say this to you~ iloveyou!

weee~

2009-12-07T17:02:00.005+08:00

Aiyahh, saw that picture? Aiyohh, so the very act cute hor? Lols. At least i admit hor i act cute. For that picture only lah. In that picture, i looked, old? Phuuuuckk! Haha. Wahseh, my hair like being perm-ed like that siah. Siaosiao! Well, that picture was taken longlong ago during the early march. Yeah think so. Ok that's so tak perlu. Skip k?

Yesterday slept at 3 after chatting my crap partner. Goshhh, i'm so freaking tired. Tsktsk. Having fever and flu mah. But uh, i never eat medicine. See my face uh? I can eat medicine uh? Can lah eat but i can't swallow. Phucccck! K skip. Today woke up 3 plus but, i can't wake up so i sleep again till 355. Hehees. In the middle of the sleep right, Faed was trying to wake me up saying that my sis came here. I don't really hear cos Ina tak sadar sangat maklomlah ngan syiok tido mah then this mangkok come and kaciow my beauty sleep. Hees. 355 woke, walkwalk to the hall and saw, my sis was lying on the sofa, sleeping. So it's like, "wtf is she doing here?!" Hahah, meanie me. Love knows how much i hate her! Blabla, switch on comp. Hahah, still haven't shower siah. Ah pasal uh. Then at 4plus, she wake up and my mommeh called her. She and mommeh are going to Jurong Point. Yeah lah, shopping pey pasal. Mentangmentang my father got salary liao, shopping uh ni? Freaaaak you people, taknak ajak meeeee! So wtv, 430 she go out, i never salam my sis at all! *roll eyes* After that, Faed's friend, Irfan chatted with me. Hahah, pity him cos Faed paitao about yesterday's plan. So siann uh Irfan. He uh irritating siah, harap je handsome. Bozooo siaosiao. Anyway, just now checked my temperature it was 37.5 degrees. Ok lah, turon. siket. Alhamdulillah. Flu still the same. Tsktsk.

People, what you do when you're bored uh? Any thoughts of blowing bubbles when you're bored? Hees. Well, i feel like one yannow. I want to blow bubbles! I want! I want! Can somebody take me out and go to a bigbig field with open space when nobody is around and we start blowing bubble. Weeee~ childish kan? I know. But i missed my childhoodness. And guess what? Mommeh got once told me before that when i was still small like around 2years old like that, i have a childhood friend, a guy. She told me that his name is Nazri. But i was surprised that how come until now, i don't remember a thing siah? I don't remember having a childhood friend? Name Nazri lagi, tak berkenan i. He was a year older than me. Means now he's 15 uh? Lols. My mommeh and Nazri's mom were bestfriend till now. But uh, i have never ever met my mom's bestfriend. Then now they are living at clementi. Wahhseyy, i wanna meet him someday. Handsome tak? Fashion otey tak? Lols. Skip lah. I want to blow bubbles kan? Ok now, i wanna stop and i want to shower and blow bubbles in the toilet. Lols. Sorry la if this post is longggg. K bye.

Assalamualaikum.

Maybe i should stop fallin for you...

2009-12-07T01:46:00.003+08:00

Muhd Helmi Bin *insertname*

The most irritating boy i've met but yet he's coool!

Happy sweet thirteen birthday to you, friend. May happiness be with you always yeaa.

Click to enlarge it otey.

Peoplepeople! I'm sick. Lols. Having fever and flu. Weee~ and this is all because of Faed. Bozooo uh lu. Kene jangkit peh pasal. -*roll eyes* Haiyah. I feel like running w/o perspiring. Wait how can that be siah? Haha, Now chatting with my crap partner, Fadli. Weee~ had fun. Play games and chitchat. K diam. Wah seh, this dec got so many birthday babies yeaa? Haha, coolio. Well, tmr mommeh ajak me go doc, the usual one at Telok Blangah there. Wtf? So far yannow. No need lah. No medicine also i can survive and confirm i can get well soon uhh. Haha, just wait and see lor mommeh! Wah, cakap macam real gitu ehh? Lols. If i go to the polyclinic one right, i get free yannow. Cos i got the card and somemore mommeh worked under government mah? So free uh! Best kan? I know. Hahas, so skip. Hm, today one whole day, jaynab never call me eh? Busy uh? Hehe. So the boring. Chatting with crap partner only. Lols. Eh crap partner, i'm more cute than you otey! Muchmuch more cute uh! Haha. Lols. K till here then, ok dah bye!

Assalamualaikum.

I'm not sure yet to tell you.

I think i'm fallin' for you...

Te Quiero?

2009-12-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

W T F ?

Yesterday, i have a totallytotally huge shocked. Yeah don't know how to put the sentence, mind me uh then. One of my ex, wants me back! Hahahehehuhu. Wth eh? The funny part is that, he wants to patch back with me right? So he use his stepmother to ask me to be with him again. Haha, think i don't know is it? The stepmother said that, he still loves me lah, still wants to be with me lah and still waiting for me. Wtf? Still waiting for me? Huh? Serious not siah? If he still waiting for me uh, then why that time i get to know that he has a gf liao? Like that so called, "waiting" uh? Freak right? Lol. I know lah the stepmother really likes me, i mean my attitude. She said that, of all the girls that my ex has a relationship with, she only likes me. Cause i totally understand my ex. Haha k wth. So yeah, i heard enough of his reasons or whatever-shits uh. Me and him, totally can't be together cause i had enough with him. What for he wants me back if all he do is breaking my heart by having late night calls with his so called, girl-friend instead of me? Each time i wanna call him, he will always have those stupid reasons. Phuuuuuccckk lah! So, i will never be with him again cause i don't love him anymore. Hahahaha, go play farfar away and search for another girl ohhhkaysss?

S K I P /

Yesterday slept at 6 again, i guess? Sleep after having a best conversation with jaynab again. Goshhh, yeah i know she's upset with something. Aiyaahhh, let it be k darls? No matter what happens, combi still part of us ok? Don't be upset just because she asked for Rafa's no. No big deal babe. You still have your Fifiqo ayyeee? Hehh~ ina macam counselling dia pulak. Siaksiak. Well, today i wake up 430. Yay! Haha, whats the yay for siah? Lol. Blabla, saw Faed dressing himself up and getting ready to a wedding invitation. Sapa kahwin uh? His friend's the cousin wedding uh. Lah, tu pon nak pegi. Pegi kalau tolong cuci pinggan tu ok uh ni pegi setakat dudokdudok, chitchat and listen to those old fashion songs. K i'm not menghina otey. Haha. What would my wedding be like uh? Hm, thinking. Bahahaha, siaksiak! Berangan mao lebih beb. Lols. Anyway, just now, autie just came back from orang kahwin also. My parents also was there. And my father miss me! Wth? Serious? Yeah lah cos i 2 weeks right never go back? Haha, i at here peace uh! Haha. And suddenly, mommeh pass 10bucks to aunty for me siah. I never ask also siah. Wow. Oh, 10bucks only uh? Kedekuuuuut! Nasib mommeh bukan anak Haji Bakhil kedekut tu. Haha, siaksiak, ignore otey. Well, i guess till here. Ok dah bye.

Assalamualaikum.

I think i'm fallin for you...

2009-12-05T21:38:00.003+08:00

Left unedited.

I don't know but i think i maybe fallin' or you.

Dropping so quickly maybe i should keep this to myself.

Waiting till i know you better.

I am trying not to you tell you.

I'm scared of what you'll say.

So, i'm hiding what i'm feeling but i'm tired of holding this inside my head.

I've been spending all my time just thinking about ya.

I don't know what to do, i think i'm fallin' for you.

I've been waiting all my life and now i found ya.

I don't what to do, i think i'm fallin' for you.

Weeee; Falling For You by Colbie Caillat. Haha, nice ehh. Sweet somemore. Weird huh, suddenly i listen to that song. Just kindda like the lyrics. Haha, obviously, yeah i'm falling in love. Lols. Sort of suddenly huh? Wth? Suddenly have this kind of feeling, everyday feeling so happy. Haha, yeahyeah, i think this post is quite lame, so mind me yeah daily blog readers. Lols. Haha, why i'm posting about this siah? Nehhh, nothing better to do. Haha. K, till here ok bye. ♥♥♥

Assalamualaikum.

2009-12-05T16:33:00.004+08:00

K, i don't know what expression is that. Lol. Took from daviantart under happy.

As i wake up at 1555, i heard loud noises from the hall. Wth? My auntie and uncle were watching hindustan films. *sigh* So loud like as if their ear is somehow deaf like that. Lols. Skip about them otey. Yesterday slept at 6 after had a great conversation with jaynab. Hahah. That was the longest conversation that i had with her seh. Wanna know what we talked about? Hahah, we talked about dunia kiamat. Lols. But fun. So yeahyeah, blablalalala and put down the phone exactly at 6. 2hours of talking, really make sense. What sense yeah? Hahah.

Yesterday, i win so many times. But i don't how to call it lah what winning is that. Hahah, obviously, he let me win. Yay me. Yelahyelah, i know i'm slow. But not really slow yeah. Hahah, hope he don't mind i post about him. We cooked maggi at the same time, same flavour, same brands somemore. Hahah, he also put cili padi yannow. Wow. He liked spicy food also siah. Same like me. K, we have many common things about us. Well, maybe not as many as that Mar but, yeah, err so apeape je lah. Hahah, we are the crap partners rightright? Hahah, k diam.

Anyway, yesterday i was really mad at somebody. Wanna know the name? It's Mar's ex, Eiyfa. Yeahyeah wtv uhh the spelling of the name. She no need to be like so god-damn sarcastic what? So what if i'm Mar's ex? Problem uhh? Mentangmentang kau ngan Mar 2 tahun lebih, beh tak payah nak tunjuk kerek uhh? Palatoot betol. Die faster lah you!

K mind me, this part i started to be mean. Scolding vulgar word and all that kind of stuff. Mind me then cos i'm supersuper mad at her. Wtv uhh if she sees this. Who ask to be so sarcastic siah. Yeahyeah wtv lah. Anyway today is Halim's birthday and he invited me to his party at Sentosa. Hahah, i never go cause i'm just too lazy to go. And somemore confirm later rain. Hahah. And in a few days, it's Helmi's birthday then after a few days later, it's Norys birthday. Hahah. So many dec babies uhh? Hahah. K then, till here ok dah bye.

Assalamualaikum.

I wanna eat cheesecake.

Can somebody treat me cheesecake?

Lols.

2009-12-04T21:13:00.004+08:00

Ahh, the very uglehh side of me.

Just after shower, a few minutes later lah. Still havent comb my hair somemore.

Taken with Faed. Step rock je. Padahal rambot dah mcm Najip Ali.

Pi potong uhh!

K, after the evening shower, camwhor-ed alone and also cousin sebok nak enter-frame (spelling?) Blablabla, after that use comp edit pics. Fadli online lehh. Wee- ok diam. Hahah. Chatted with him. Hopefully he can stay late night eh today. Hahah, freak me. Just put down the phone with jay. Hahah, && shasha get to go in N.A uh seh. Wee- alhamdulillah ehh. See, i can predict uhh she will confirm go N.A. Ok shut up. And guess what? Faed is no more Najip Ali ehh. Now become innocence siah. Hahah, means he cut hair uhh. Hahah, k i know this post is a bit lame uhh. Boring peh pasal uh kan. Hahah. So yeah wtv. Till here uhh. Ok dah bye.

Assalamualaikum.

imissyou, love.

2009-12-04T04:31:00.002+08:00

To bestie:

You're the only one i wished i could forget.

The only one i love not to forgive.

- Broken Hearted Girl.

2009-12-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

There it is. Finally the movie released. Hahah. You guys watch it already? Better catch it otey? Ain't NC16 or wtv shit uh. Just the normal one. The movie was best and so many romantic scenes. Wth? Touching siah. Let me tell y'all bout my day today ayye :D

Met combi first at J.P the 7-11 after that took bus to my hs. Blablabla, change into a new shirt and went off. Told jaynab to meet us at Vivo, GV. Blablabla, she's the one who reached first. Wth? So fast. After that me and combi walk very fast. Hahah, to go to the GV lor. Queue for tickets. Went to the counter and said 3 tickets for the Twiling movie at 2.50pm. Then the person said that it was full and only 2 seats are available and somemore the seats are separated. Whatthafark?! I curse you people, baru tahu. So, yeahyeah wtv, took the 4pm one. It was GV Max the person said. I was like, "huh? Max? confirm 8dollar plus. sial betol." Skali, correct siah. Cost 8.50 for each tickets. So wtv. Paid and went off. Haha, guess what? I was like looking foward to bump into somebody, coincidentaly yannow. Haha, if the person reading this, wtv, i'm paiseh right now. Hahah. Before 4, we go walkwalk first. Went toilet, arcade at the animal shop there. It's just so cuute the dogs there. Still remember going there with my ex, Mar. Wth? Hahah, saw a chihuahua and me and Mar wanted it so badly cause it's just so cuute yannow. Can't help it, skip about that Barrruaaah. Hahah. After that, went to the G.V sit down for a while, blablabla chitchat and at 340plus bought food. Saw Faed's ex, Kak Ira. Hahah, she still the same, nothing change. Cool right? Hahah, she's with her friend. Saw my friend too, Sharmila with her sis and her friend. Ok done with food, go up at sitdown. Part checking the seat uh, mcm sial uh. Tmpt sudah setengah gelap, their no.(s) and alphas so small so i couldn't really see. So yeah, got our seat. Tepi punya but in the middle. so wtv, not choosy. Wahh, so many people eh? I can say, full siah. Movie started. Hahah, don't want to story uh, later not nice uh to some of you who haven't watch yet. But i can tell ya that last part, happy siah. Edward proposed to Bella. Hahah, sweet aren't they. After that, finish. Sial betol. Hahah, what a happy ending. Chehcheh. And blablabla, went off at 7plus.

Reached home and yeah, take a quick shower and switch on comp. Fadli was online. Yay! Hahah, lols? Chatted with him and asked him about his day today. He actually did went to Vivo to catch the movie but his timing was 250pm. So fast siah. That was the timing that i wanna watch, but full. Kambing betol. If not, we would bump each other, i guess? Cheh, too confident eh Ina?! Dream on lah wey. Hahah. So yeah, chatted and chatted, he can't online that long. He gtg and tonight i can't talk crap with him again. Haish, k skip. Anyway, made a new friend, a guy. But forget his name uh. Hahah, tak perlu siah tu info. So yeah, idk why i'm typing so slow now. Wth? I'm so sleepy. Veryvery sleepy. Guess, i wanna sleep for a while and later in the middle of the night/morn, i wake up at watch xiaxue's vids. Ok dah, bye!

Assalamualaikum.

I can't imagine myself watching Newmoon w/o love. Sorry!

Wooo~ somebody did missed me siah.

& yeah, i did missed that person.

Idk why, but each day, i've found that i've feelings for you.

Why?

2009-12-03T10:03:00.004+08:00

Morning comes.

Morning peoples. Gosh, at this time, i should be at my beautiful lala land siah. Wah piang, wake up, like so early today. Ok ok, rise and shine. I was awake by a call made from my auntie. Wah piang eh. Disturb only! Cause i sleep beside the table lamp, then on the table lamp got the telephone. When it rings, i swear i would want to put as many tissues inside my ear. Swear it's so damn phucking loud! Awaken by that ringing, it's ok lah, but another problem. I can't sleep back although i'm feling very sleepy now. Shitzx man! So can't sleep right? The laptop sleep beside me, so i boring, turn on the lappy. Gosh! Online, but appear to be offline cause there aren't many people online. Phuck! Whose gonna online at this crazy time? Only me uh. Hahah, why am i complaining like a mad woman at this morning uh? No life uh? Hahah, mind me, crappyshitzx. I tell you people uh, eversince, i knew about xiaxue, i just can't stop seeing her videos. Every episode lah. But now uh, alamak, forget the episode uh but i know it's 40plus. Ok that's it, that is so tak perlu otey! :D

People whos families are going overseas, oh my, i'm so god damn freaking jealous of you people otey! Damn damn jealous. Haish. So many of my friends are going overseas. Cheh! Never bring me uh?! Hm, if not uh, in the middle of the month of nov, i should have gone to Australia y'know! Yeah Australia, but don't know which part of it. Maybe Perth? Cause one of my auntie the husband the one of the sibling uh, are staying there. And they live just beside the sea. Wth? Jealous much siah me. Like Hannah Montana the hs is it? Hahah! && one of their cousin is a Caucasian uh, aww, he so cuuute! Hahah, last year Hari Raya, his families beraya at here and it was the first time i met him at my auntie's hs. Wahh! Melting liao. And it was the first time i talk to him. Damn! His mother just so friendly. Aww, i like his mother. Hahah! Yeahyeah wtv. If not uh, i've been to their hs at Australia siah but was cancel due to my grandfather lor. Alamak! What to do? Sickness comes we don't know mah. Can't predict also. Dammit! Wtv, skip then.

Somemore what to story yeah? I got so many stories to complain at here. Like wth? K wait, i'm thinking. Ah yeah! I guess, by nextyear maybe je lah k? I will be moving hs. Wtf? Not living in machinate anymore. Guess will be living in a flat just like you people. No more two storeys. But hey! I'm happy! Cause no more staircase in my hs. Yay! Think not tired uh climb stairs?! Lol lol. But i don't know which area we will be moving? I hope still in this jurong west area. Can't be far apart otey? Hahah. Wah, i feel like changing my address from instead of Blk 405 J.W St. 42 become Blk 610 J.W St. 65. Hows that? Great! That new address is my grandma hs ler. Know why i feel like wanna change add? Cause, it has been 1week plus i never go back my hs. Hahah, shocked? It's ok. Blablabla, whats more?

Later will be meeting combi at J.P at 12. Early right? Nehh, will be going back to my hs for a while to take clothes than off to meet jaynab at Redhill at, don't know what time. Then went to Vivo. Hahah, like i said, maybe will be catching the movie at 1450 or else at 15hour plus. Alahai, just hoping that it's not full uh. Kalau full, memang nak kena ni. Mati terkejot katak satusatu. Hahah, cursing time. Yeah wtv. Kk, i guess till here. Will update soon later at night maybe. Alright then, bye.

Assalamualaikum.

So what if it hurts me? So what if i break down?

What is love doing right now uh? Hahah.

imissyousomuch!

2009-12-03T01:40:00.003+08:00

My idol. My idol. My idol.

*angelic sounds*

Boring! Now otp-ing with W. Heheh. She entertain my craps. Wee- k best, i know. Karaoke-ing with her. Missing lovelette so much right now. She's overseas so long. Wth? Haish. Having trouble sleeping. Something on my body real hurts! Wtf? Phuckphuckphuck. See, i must scold vulgar word somemore. Will be going out later, with my two babygirls, W and U. Hahah, can't wait. Cause we are watching Twilight: Newmoon. Wee- and a friend of mine, *insertname* will be going Vivo also to watch Twilight: Newmoon. Hehe, yeahyeah, i also will be going Vivo also. Gonna catch the movie at 1450 maybe. At first, planned to go the Marina one, but full hs uh! Wtf? Fookitupsidedown otey?! Skip. Then change plan go Vivo lor. Yeahyeah so wtv, me not that choosy. So blablalala- now chatting with a single human being only. How sad. That, *insertname* can't accompany me thruout the night/morn. Cause he's tired i guess. Pfft, can't talk craps tonight. Blablabla, nevermind bout that ks. Ok lah, guess im'ma gonna tune in, means sleep uh. Ok dah bye!

Assalamualaikum.

Hug her when she's back in sg!

C A N T W A I T !

2009-12-02T02:39:00.004+08:00

Meet me halfway, right at the borderline.

Sup? Err a very good morning to y'all whos awake right now ks? Haha what to do? I'm so bored right now. Hmpf! Currently chatting with Julie Billy! Wee- she's wayy tooo cuuute! Hehe. Hehe, be patient with your hair k sayang. *smiles* Anyway, now i'm really mad with someone! *muke marah* That's is, bestie lor! Phuck!

Ytd had a fight with him. Lol, fight as in using words uh. Rabak. I have never ever shout at him before seh. And i think i've gone way too far this time. Shouted at him, makes me reallyreally feel bad cos i have never ever shouted at him before mah. It's like he's making me making decisions at that time jugak. And somemore, he wants the answer at that point of time. Siak uh kau R! I feel like taking a bigbig rock and throw at your face yannow. Like one freak-ass uh you. Sorry can't accept you lah weh. What if the same thing happen to us again? Two time yannow, and i can't take it anymore. After i said my piece, and you went of just like that?! W/o saying goodbye or hug? Pissed off yannow! *muke marah* So yeah wtv.

And guess what? I got bestie's text msg just, just now. Ohh, he knows that he's wrong! Who asked him to be angry at me? Who asked him to went off just like that uh? Who asked him to make me do decision at that point of time uh? Haha, but it's ok, i've forgiven you long ago oredy lah. Forgive and forget is what we two always do. Yeah i know that. Reading his text msg that he had sent to me, makes me go ohh lala~ it melts my heart! Cheh. Haha, k, done with this.

Assalamualaikum.

Miss love more and more. Got her msg. loveyoutoo bby!

Thanks for the reminder. Smoking not cuuuute!

2009-12-01T15:27:00.005+08:00

Sup? Hello world! Hehe. Anyway, ytd night i had the best dream ever! Haha, nak tahu tak? I dreamt that i get married at this young age. Lols. Shocking siah. But i don't know whos the lucky guy lah! Sad siol. Nevermind, brangan mao lebih beb.

Anyway, saw that picture? A girl with the cigar? Hehe, it reminds me of holidaying at KL with my families. Hehe. At KL, certain shops got sell cigar lah. Faed and my uncle go buy 1packet. Of cos it's fake uh but can still smoke. If ori one is totally expensive, nak beli 1 cigar pun tak lepas siah. Faed bought chocolate flavour and my uncle, aiyah, don't know what flavour uh he. Hehe. So after that, went back to hotel. I went to Faed's room. Wanna try the cigar that he bought. Haha, i get to try uh. Taste a bit like chocolate. Then the rest like rokok biasa. Lol lol. Ok, ok. Don't think that i'm always good, but hey, i do have a bad side of me. I'm still a smoker. Pfft! Love gonna bantai me if she read this. Haha.

K anyway ytd was fun chatting with somebody. Haha, he's getting high so he talk craps. Lollol. But fun. I also talk craps. But obviously i'm not feelingfeeling high hor. Hahas. We argued about Justin Bieber. He said that my Justin Bieber voice like gay. Haha, so what? Later when he big enough already like Zac Efron, confirm his voice pecah. Lollol. And also he said that all the girls who admired Justin Bieber has a bad taste. Wah, melampau nih! Haha, yeahyeah wtv. Talk craps lah we two. Huak! Just now, help H with something with his blog. Dammit nak letak lagu pun complicate sangat. Haiz. Enough about that kebab. Hahar! He got blog and will link he up soon. Phuck!

Oh yeah, today rot at nenek hs. Boring. Oh, ytd was my parents anniversary. Haha, thought they go out for makanmakan. But, mom says, "ape?! makan pulot!" Haha lollol. Kene pulot sak! Anyway, each day, missing love more and more. Faster come back! Miss otp with ya and miss chat with ya too. 8dec will be going out with her. She wanna highlight her hair lah. Confirm nice eh eh! Haha. Andand can't wait for 12dec which is my families all will be going to JB. Shopping lor. Think they will getting their bonus or wtv but still, i can't wait. Wanna shop at Charles and Keith! And will be buying a new phone soon! Eh eh, nokia e63, 71 or 72 uh? Or blackberry? I want all! Huak! Stupidest crap ever yeah. Brangan je mao lebih. Kk, lets end it here. Bye.

Assalamualaikum.

I don't want to lose a great friend like you, bodoh!

Missing love more and more each day.

And i got her msg ytd, Yay! Haha crap.

2009-11-30T23:06:00.004+08:00

A day out with bestie. hee ^v^

Suppp? Err, hello world. Heh- Whats up? Yoyoyoyo. Kk, diam. Crap uh. Well lets talk about my day, today otey? Hehe, wait. I just can't stop saying that word, "otey" hahas. K skip sweets. Today, yannow i got double date with, *insertname* boooo! Can't say the name cos the person wants to remain anonymous. Phuck! But hell yeah! Fun lah dating with him. Err, am i right? Lols. Anyway, do you people wanna know about my double date? Neh, i guess no need uh. Very malu siah! *cover face* Siaksiak. Skip eh? Hees ^v^

After the double date, me and W went to meet bestie and H. We went to Henderson Waves. Siaksiak, bestie datang selekey uh kau! Takpetakpe, nari pun aku masai. Fun lah. All the way H was like sticking with W. Lols. Matair uh kan? Hehe, sweet otey korang! x.x Well, as usual, i tease bestie. Tease him, rabakrabak. Haha, yeah. Tell you uh, at there kan, got some monkeys hanging around right? Then just now while me and bestie walking to toilet path there, suddenly a monkey (male) ran towards us, so i screamed like a mad woman and run away. I thought the monkey wanna catch me or something kan? Ruperupe nye, he was running towards another monkey which is a female, suddenly guess what they two do? Biase uh, they also wanna have babies like us, they goncang uh ape lagi. Siaksiak. Me and bestie was like, "huh? ape steam ni, ni monyet jantan uh? siak je. hahahaha! " Serious, they really do that thanggg siah. Oh my. Horrible uh that monkeys. Skip k? Walkwalk went to Terrace Park and sit down. We camwhored like, alot! Hehe, i only take best three pichas.

Have a talk with bestie. Since he really wants to be with me, can just be bestfriends lah? Haha, we are already bestfriends and somemore we happy siah so what for want to patch back uh kan? *sigh* Please eh? Don't be stubborn k, dude? Hahas. Sorry lah if those words hurt you. What to do? Scared if patched back same thing would happen yannow. It's not that i want you to change for the better person. No, i don't! I just want the old you otey! Just stay. Haha. At first was suchha fun but when you came up with the patching up topic, starts to be sad-ed liao. All because of you lah pantat! Babi kau! Haha, it's ok. I know you would understand and i know you would accept this situation. Thanks for your understanding. Hees. Ok ok.

To whom it may concern, again.

Girl, please lah, stop your atittude. Kalau kau pernah terase apa yang aku kata, ok! Aku pun boleh terase apa yang kau kate uh k? Eh, aku takde mase uh eh nak jealousjealous kan kau by took pictures with him. Or blablalala. Cos i know, it's just a waste of time! Paham tak? Waste of time, sundal. Sorry, had to call you that phucking name. Youre kindda girl that having such an phucking A-hole attitude! I love cursing you, bitch! Pfft. You go die, die, die. Faster, faster, faster! Saket otak peh manusia. Butoh sama lu!

Assalamualaikum.

"Senang kate eh, kau lupekan aku, aku lupekan kau uh eh."

The sentence he said before he left. Oh boy, youre suchha heartbreaker. Phuck!

Wondering how is love now? Only day 1, missing her already! How is Frazer Hill, love?

2009-11-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna miss you lah pantat! ^v^

Suppp? Blablalala. As i said on my previous post that today i will be dating with my lovelette, right? Hehe. It was relaxing but fun. So, yeah, meet her at Redhill as usual last cabin and then mrt-ed to Changi Airport. Wee- we went straight to T2. Haha, walk here walk there. Saw so many air stewardess, fuh! Jambu! Ahahah k lols! Freak me.

Then took skytrain to T3. Walk here walk there, i saw like a sandcastle but it's not made up off sands hor. Made up of air. Hehe, bouncybouncy somemore y'know. Saw so many kids playing, so jealous! I also wanna play but have to queue first. Babi betol! Then walked to Macdonalds. Hee- we ate at mac. And thanks love for treating me mac spicy meal! Hehe, meal 'know! K then a guy who served us at the cashier counter can tahan siah. Quite handsome lah siol! Hehe. Skip about him. Then inside the mac, got, Ronald Macdonald! Well, it's obvious that somebody is celebrating his/her birthday uh kan. Hehe, exciting lah watching R.M hees. Blablalala- full liao. Then went toilet, touched up siket. K, tu tak perlu uh k! Siak. Haha. Eh eh, i wore for love, necklace! Hees, nice lah the necklace that she bought at minibits just now. Walaowey, necklace like that cost her 15bucks i guess? Then altogether she spent 40plus bucks.

After that trained to Tamp mall. Hees, never been there before oi! Makdicow! Many people siolz. Get to scanned (y'know,i'know) for a while only uh kan. Went to MNG shop. Fuh! Geram noh nengok bajubaju at there. It's like quite cheap also got quite expensive also got. Hee, i want that shirt, i want that long sleevea and i want that jeans. Bleeeaaah, full of craps ya ina! Lols. Then went to Cotton On. Hee, at there also got that shop. Eh love, remember the whole suit, cardigan with shirt and high waist skirt? Remember to dress that kind of way one day ok! Hee, confirm jadi punya! Nice ok. Blablalala, went to arcade. Full of peoples siah. Walao. Some were superb! Aler, idk how to explain. Some were like dancing to the tektonik way siah. Haiz. Saw cina-reps and mama-reps siah. After arcade, went outside to take some fresh air.

Blablalala, love will trained back to Airport, T2 herself. Hee, so sad. At 5plus chow from that place than waited for mrt. Heh- saw these two guys y'know and i thought one of them is Alif cos he dress like Alif siah. Walao. Hee, quite handsome. Bleeeaaah, Justin Bieber aku lagi handsome otey! Haha, that otey sucks! Skip. Board the train with love also. And bila sampai at Tanah Merah, she had to get down to change trains. Oh my, i like don't want her to go siah tapi apekan daya beb! Family ngah tunggu pe? Alahai, reached T.N, we two hugged V tightly and i say, "I'll miss you!" and she kissed me and say byebye. Aww, sweet ok! Thanks love! Y'know i'm gonna miss ya. Takecare when ya at the hill hor. Haha, confirm Frazer Hill haunted! So love, be scared ok. Haha, jk seh. After that, do nothing uh. Sit there like "budak-bodoh" cos i never bring my mp3. Babi betol. Pantat saket noh sit from Tamp to Pioneer. Just imagine lor. K thats my day k people. ^v^

I miss, love eh! Faster come back lah cos 1week it's like 1year y'know. Sedangkan 2days i never get to chat, talk craps and go out with her, i start to miss already so ape tah lagi klau 1week kan?! Faster come back lah! *sobbing* K, tmr plan: Double Date, yay! ^^v happy y'know get to meet bestfriend. I miss you, meet ya tmr k. Jangan paitao k pantat!?

Assalamualaikum.

Love,

pergi cepat, balik cepat otey!?

have a pleasant ride to there otey!

you know i'm gonna miss you real badly!

iloveyou.

2009-11-28T21:53:00.004+08:00

Current mood: Angry! *roll eyes*

Freak you lah kebab! Why say sorry at last? Stupid mother*toot* uh you. Wish you die faster k? Mind me peoples, if i'm angry, i will start cursing the person who made me angry. Eh kebab! If i bastard H uh, long time siah i leave him. Siaksiak. Face like pe-rogol ah u. K skip. Bytheway, these are my plan for the next two days. Tmr - date with my lovelette. Mon - double date with W, H and H. *smiles* K, bye!

If youre the guy who took my phone for me,

on Oct 31st at Jurong Point's mac,

with your other three friends,

i am looking for you. I'm seriously am!.

And thanks for smiling at me so sweetly that day.

2009-11-28T05:07:00.004+08:00

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

I can't sleep! So boring. Watching WOWP on disney channel.

I'm missing bestfriend! Meet up soon k dear. Bytheway, bf, you owe me *y'know,i'know* ok! I'm waiting for it.

Ok, later suppose to have training at 12 but i think i'm not going for some reasons. Maybe, i'm lazy.

Ok, blabla lala, bye!

iloveyou, bestfriend.

2009-11-27T14:04:00.003+08:00

Sup peoples? Amacam kambingkambing semua? xD Idk what to do, so i blog.

I'm still sleepy! Ytd slept at 5plus or 6 like that and wake up at 12plus. Babitoot!

I watched Kak Lin and Faed play Resident Evil 5. Kiwek, orang (monters) irritating siah! Shoot also never die at last bomb uh.Ytd i ate Waffle Crisp. Yay, sodap noh! *senyum lebar* Kk skip.

Whats more ehk? Oh yeah, that dummy a friend of mine, Helmi uh, he added me on msn. Wonder where siah he got my email? Huak! Skip lah.Today suppose to have training, i guess? ms-Rah never call me pun? Somemore i can't go for training today siah. Cos now at nenek hs got makanmakan. Pfft. Cannot go out either. Bleeeaah.

Oh yeah, i don't think now i'm having moodswings today. Cos i know how to settle my situation. Yay! Hmm, yeah. About me being att. I don't want to be att. So yeah, i know what i want to tell him. Treating him as a bestfriend, is the best! Not boyfriend anymore. Now tengah tunngu masa untuk me jadi single balik. Yeahyeah, my problem complicated kankan? Yeahyeah, wtv. Hees. Me soon getting my single life back! Yeszza. Ok done.

Currently listening to: Bad Romance (Lady Gaga) and chatting with Afeeq and Helmi. Hees.

Ok lah, bye.

Assalamualaikum.

2009-11-27T00:13:00.006+08:00

Awwh, Justin, i hearts you uh sey!

(chey chey)

Toooooot! :D Sup peoples? I update again, y'know.

So tired. Just so tired. Hmm. But still wanna update ehk? Skip.

Currently, listening to: Tak Sanggup Kehilanganmu by Marsiling Boys. K, i can say that Cicak's voice, nice, that's all.

Just now at around 1930pm went out with Uteh, Kak Lin and Faed to Jurong Point. Went shopping there. Wait! Shopping for groceries. For tomorrow lah. Oh yeah, to my friends that is malay, Selamat Hari Raya! Eh will this day get money like the usual Hari Raya we had? Got kuih's not? Got kuih makmur? My fav. Aww. K skip. Walk to Jurong Point. First go eat at KFC. Eat chicken! Yay. Chicken has made my mood turns to happy. Say yay to the chicken who has made me happy for that moment, ok. lols, crap! Blablabla, after KFC, went to NTUC. Insert 1dollar coin and got trolley tau. Apa lagi, me, Kak Lin and Faed go take anything that we want uh. Wait, not anything that we want. lols. Me and Faed was crazy siah. Babitoot. Hees. We go there, go here. The most place that we go is the chocolate place there. Damn! Feel like buying all of the chocolate siah. Andand i saw the Jack Daniel chocolate bar yannow. Feel nak amek je. Geram. But Faed says taste bitter. So wtv. I took, Sneakers (choc eh) Yeahyeah, now Sneakers is my all time fav choc ok! So people, next time wanna meet me, buy Sneakers also yeah! Pfft, skip. Blablabla, walkwalkwalk. Then saw this 1 guy. He like so attractive like that. I kept staring at him. Huak! Everywhere i go, confirm terserempak dengannya. Hees *smile so slenger* Not everywhere uh. After a few secs, i forget that i'm actually not living as a single girl anymore. I'm att. Fuck lah! K skip. Queue then pay. Altogether we spent $200 plus. Wee~ Fun uh.

I feel bad yannow cos Iman, my msn friend, has been chatting with me and i feel like lazy to entertain him. Sorry dude! I hope you understand my situation right now. Confuse. And it's so obvious that i've just made a mistake. I'm actually not thinking properly. Again, sorry dude. Each time you asked me a qs, i reply like not even a sentence siah. Just 1 or 2 words. Siak! Hope you understand yeah buddy! :D

Well, i got another outing coming up next week. On 5dec. Will be going double date. Hehe. It's on H's birthday. Wee~ double date lah siolz. Can't wait. Will be going with, W, H and H. If my dearest friends can't join or what, i hope y'all understand cos it's double date. Have yourself a partner don't care it's a girl or a boy then come and join us. It's not that we don't want you to follow, just that scared later bf's will be busy entertaining us. Wee.

Andand, i miss my lovelette, ms-Rah. It's been two days she not online! Fuck! Eh pantat, online lah! Hehe, aku rindu kau! Got lots'sa things to say and ask you dear. Hope she reads this.

Ok lah bye! Wanna continue seeing my cousins playing Resident Evil 5 (i think so it's 5) on PS3. Ok dah bye!

Assalamualaikum.

Hubby, yeah!

Fuck those memories we had

in the past.

And start a new chapter of life.

(chey chey)

2009-11-26T18:22:00.004+08:00

Hate situation like this!

Fuck! Today i'm so fucked up siah. 2 things that upset me the most! The most yannow.

I'm no more single! Sad, sad, sad. I accepted him because i still love him or just follow what my friends say? Confuse! Totally confuse. I'm attached? With him? Like again? I gave this the most, most last chance for us to be together, so i told him to use the last chance, properly. I swear to him, just one simple hurt or he done something bad behind me, that's it i'm gonna leave him like that and confirm he'll know what is the reason. Skip.

I'm like, not happy. Not with him. But with my situation right now. I want to be single, again. And again! And enjoy life. Ween thinks that i'm happy with him although i've told her that i really really doesn't feel the happiness or joy in our realtionship. She thinks i'm lying. I just wanna treated him as my bestfriend. Can what like that? Damn, so fucked up. So, yeah whatever it is, i must be ok back with the situation that i'm going on right now and even if i'm not happy being with him, it's ok, i'll try. Then if i don't love him like i used to love him in the past, it's ok, i'll try. So, skip.

The last thing that makes me sad the most is my stomach! I'm having stomach cramps due to my periods uh sey. Fuck! Why must we have this kind of thing? Thing eh? lols. Stomach, so hurt siah! Cannot go on y'know. Why? Why is it making me so hurt? Hate having periods tau! Confirm got moodwings! Fuck. *shows middle finger* K skip.

Anyway, i wanna say congrats to those who had passed their PSLE's. They passed with flying colours siah. And especially, to Shasha, congrats ayy beybeh! But what stream u go eh? Nevermind, i will link you on my blog soon k darls. And to Haslin, you're awesome! Get to go express somemore. Impressed by your agg uh sey. K, hope that you can get to go YISS. Best of luck. To, Shukry! lols. Miss ya! You're passed! Alhamdulillah. Nangis eh Shuk? Hehe, rindu kau! Then for Danial and Amera, eh y'two passed not? Hope y'two jangan masuk Northlight Sch sudah eh. Miss both of you! K that's all, bye.

Assalamualaikum.

Try'na prove to me that,

you're are not from the past.

anymore! I want you to change.